Hello to all,
I saw my nypho client again. I'm confused as to whether i should continue to see her. With all other clients, there's a dynamic of them needing something that I am providing that is more than just an orgasm. The orgasm may be critical, or the thing they're looking for, but it's usually because it gives them a sense of self-worth, or opens them up to sexual pleasure in a way they hadn't experienced before. It's almost never an end in and of itself.
So, this exceptionally gifted woman is truly just using me. There is no exchange other than some animalistic mauling of each other, oh and $$ too. I'm not sure I'm OK with this. I would be more so if we were just fuck buddies, but this dynamic is making me uncomfortable.
She is hotter than a pistol, though.
I saw my nypho client again. I'm confused as to whether i should continue to see her. With all other clients, there's a dynamic of them needing something that I am providing that is more than just an orgasm. The orgasm may be critical, or the thing they're looking for, but it's usually because it gives them a sense of self-worth, or opens them up to sexual pleasure in a way they hadn't experienced before. It's almost never an end in and of itself.
So, this exceptionally gifted woman is truly just using me. There is no exchange other than some animalistic mauling of each other, oh and $$ too. I'm not sure I'm OK with this. I would be more so if we were just fuck buddies, but this dynamic is making me uncomfortable.
She is hotter than a pistol, though.
but started a new job that keeps me a busy bee!
When I was dancing things were more difficult for me when I didn't feel like it was just a lap dance to my clients...
One customer in particular would come in once a week and spend between $400 and $1000 each week. But all he wanted to do was cuddle. I didn't have to dance or even take clothes off, all I had to do was sit on his lap and hold him. I've gone away from a session with him and cried for hours.