raiin

trying to keep busy to get my mind off of so much. ima get a Mohawk today. something similar to this

tomorrow it will be colored. me and a friend are going to a salon to see about a receptionist job.
im also thinking about going to the army... im thinking about it. im going to go Wednesday for a talk with someone about it. it will be a long process if i do want to go in. but we will see. nothing is set in stone.
fuck, im sick about shit. and im hurt. im just so RAWRRR not with rage, but with everything that has happened.