i am bored. i still have McDonalds food to eat. and its been over an hour since i bought it. what can i say its McFucked! any wyas before i go eat the cherry pie... i dont know i feel really sad and depressed right now. i dont want to go back to my old ways for more or less 4 years ago... but damnit its sounding very tempting. i dont know.... i know in the end everything will be ok. it usually always ends up good in the end. i dont know... maybe i just need to chill the fuck out. i dont even feel that great. my tummy is all knotted up.. has been for a while. and i just feel kinda sick. i hope it will all pass over soon. i can only hope. i feel horrible.... 