raiin

Well hey there. I just got back from a long day of running around for nothing. The more I think about it the more I think I will not become a SG. I think doing this just really lowered my self esteem. I feel pretty bad for disappointing myself. i really wanted this. But I guess my pics turned out to... blah. I've been betting myself up over this. But oh well. Least I tried. Now I know to never hold a goal. B/c if I do that, I can never let myself down. Least I can come on here and laugh at myself... loll I sound like a blubbering drunk....
Damn it I am. hahahaha. Well I need to get another beer.
Chicken grease and peace,
Rage and love,
Raiin
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I'm 20 in 6 days' bitches!