tomorrow is rock bottom.
i'm stoked! good times are sure to be had by all.
wanna do a set with b & w film...thinking about doing it in the apartment anyone got ideas?
i feel like getting stoned...haven't felt that way for quite awhile.
today was fucking S L O W. computers were down and no one calls on a friday so i devoured half...
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i'm stoked! good times are sure to be had by all.
wanna do a set with b & w film...thinking about doing it in the apartment anyone got ideas?
i feel like getting stoned...haven't felt that way for quite awhile.
today was fucking S L O W. computers were down and no one calls on a friday so i devoured half...
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and i feel pure again
goddam. i miss connecting like that.
watched harold and maude with brooke and then smoked and walked and talked. a clean, straightforward date. i even cleaned the apartment.
wow.
goddam. i miss connecting like that.
watched harold and maude with brooke and then smoked and walked and talked. a clean, straightforward date. i even cleaned the apartment.
wow.
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missprint:
no laughing. scouts honor.
cancercrybaby:
generally the best dates or at least the better ones involve harold and maude, oh and i enjoyed your pics
p.s.s. this was supposed to be from hippomonki not cancercrybaby, he was the last one signed on
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p.s.s. this was supposed to be from hippomonki not cancercrybaby, he was the last one signed on
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my boss gave me a ride home today. that was nice. she really makes an effort to seem interested in my life...just enough to make it apparent that it's an effort. but i guess conversation is better than silence...or so society says. the day went well...not too many assholes on the phone and no stupid computer crashes!! tonight i need to borrow or buy a...
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polaris:
pizza, movies, and modeling? why wasn't i invited?
consuela:
monday night was funno! thank you for the stuff. 
plans for this weekend:
NOW) just talked with jacqui, apologized for prematurely ending a webcam show to a girl in virginia, and yelled at justin for fucking up my blinds again!
SOON) will let justin burn off some of his manic energy on unsuspected x-gf as she comes over to my recently straightened up apartment for kitty-cuddles and coffee
LATER) dropping in on jess and...
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NOW) just talked with jacqui, apologized for prematurely ending a webcam show to a girl in virginia, and yelled at justin for fucking up my blinds again!
SOON) will let justin burn off some of his manic energy on unsuspected x-gf as she comes over to my recently straightened up apartment for kitty-cuddles and coffee
LATER) dropping in on jess and...
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marianabanana:
Sounds like a lovely weekend! Hope you had as good a time as I had!!!
I think weekends should be 3 days long. That would make me happy.
I think weekends should be 3 days long. That would make me happy.
"you know sometimes i question your commitment to sparkle motion"
people are idiots. this city is killing me. i need to get out. get away. find something green and succulent to nurse my soul on.
thinking about writing a letter to my parents. maybe it'll make things better, maybe it'll make shit worse, or maybe it'll have no fucking effect at all.
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people are idiots. this city is killing me. i need to get out. get away. find something green and succulent to nurse my soul on.
thinking about writing a letter to my parents. maybe it'll make things better, maybe it'll make shit worse, or maybe it'll have no fucking effect at all.
fuck. i should...
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consuela:
out of all the other mothers, i would never dream of asking you, but....
how is your letter coming?
i am going to buy movies this weekend! you know that means you have to come over.
how is your letter coming?
i am going to buy movies this weekend! you know that means you have to come over.
dangerousmakeup:
Dont tempt me, its been a very very very long time... at this point, anyone can be my man slave.
And I think youre pretty cute.
Plus you have a cool name
ericamarie
And I think youre pretty cute.
Plus you have a cool name
ericamarie
i want to be liked
no, i want to be more than just "liked"
i want people to say, "that (brian rogers) is a great guy!"
and when people are at parties, i want them to look for me, and when i finally arrive, i want them to say, "here comes good ol' (brian rogers)...now everything will be alright!"
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no, i want to be more than just "liked"
i want people to say, "that (brian rogers) is a great guy!"
and when people are at parties, i want them to look for me, and when i finally arrive, i want them to say, "here comes good ol' (brian rogers)...now everything will be alright!"
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jora:
Here it is...as promised.
jora33
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Brian
My disguise melts,
burned away by fire from his eyes.
The passion I feel
tears me down to my base form.
He picks up the shards
and runs his tongue along each part,
tasting me.
Slowly, one by one, he penetrates himself
with pieces of my sharp soul.
With every entry, as we connect,
a note of my pain screams,
creating a symphony.
My blood boils.
Deafening joy and understanding,
unexpected and unfamiliar,
who consumes who
as we join into one being of flesh?
Just for a moment, I am with him in body,
but in mind, I am still with him.
On my bottom lip,
I taste salt of my tears,
imagining it is the taste of his release.
jora33
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Brian
My disguise melts,
burned away by fire from his eyes.
The passion I feel
tears me down to my base form.
He picks up the shards
and runs his tongue along each part,
tasting me.
Slowly, one by one, he penetrates himself
with pieces of my sharp soul.
With every entry, as we connect,
a note of my pain screams,
creating a symphony.
My blood boils.
Deafening joy and understanding,
unexpected and unfamiliar,
who consumes who
as we join into one being of flesh?
Just for a moment, I am with him in body,
but in mind, I am still with him.
On my bottom lip,
I taste salt of my tears,
imagining it is the taste of his release.
thenewpope:
You are very rad...say hi to Justin!
so today i finally got my big toe ripped out.
there are three reasons why i had no problem with this.
1) i had three gorgeous female doctors in the room
2) one of them had a british accent
3) in a week i'll be able to walk pain free
right on.
jess and jon arrived from chicago today which means that i am getting...
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there are three reasons why i had no problem with this.
1) i had three gorgeous female doctors in the room
2) one of them had a british accent
3) in a week i'll be able to walk pain free
right on.
jess and jon arrived from chicago today which means that i am getting...
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consuela:
wait, hot nurses exist OUTSIDE of movies?!
holy crap.
well, yay for your toe surgery!
holy crap.
well, yay for your toe surgery!
last night.
oiy vay
somehow i managed to stay out of trouble while drunk off my ass
i had
3shots of jagermeister and red bull
&4-5beers
there was this totally 80's skater drama playing called "thrashin"
quickly followed by a dose of REJECTED
which then led to cky antics galore
and the whole night was closed by mr. boomstick himself
BRUCE CAMPBELL!
hopefully pictures (incriminating...
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oiy vay
somehow i managed to stay out of trouble while drunk off my ass
i had
3shots of jagermeister and red bull
&4-5beers
there was this totally 80's skater drama playing called "thrashin"
quickly followed by a dose of REJECTED
which then led to cky antics galore
and the whole night was closed by mr. boomstick himself
BRUCE CAMPBELL!
hopefully pictures (incriminating...
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kludog:
somehow i found a telephone pole that got me in pain, not really trouble, i hope i didnt say stupid shit when i was wasted, i tend to do that. i lost count on how much i drank last night, quality over quantity, i hope i have sold sgaz on redrum and its wonderfulness, did you have some of it?
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kludog:
next event is the 23rd , i am hopin to make it there, i just shouldnt watch mike vallely prior to drinkin! heh
last night was crazy.
let me just say...
I FRIGGIN LOVE SUICIDEGIRLS!
tonight...more craziness to ensue.
recently rediscovered a tori album i had listened to once before tossing it. i wish i could write such groovy melody lines. damn!
justin is busy scratching the hell out of my chair. i should feed him soonish...and get some breakfast nuked for myself.
dreamt about sg last night....
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let me just say...
I FRIGGIN LOVE SUICIDEGIRLS!
tonight...more craziness to ensue.
recently rediscovered a tori album i had listened to once before tossing it. i wish i could write such groovy melody lines. damn!
justin is busy scratching the hell out of my chair. i should feed him soonish...and get some breakfast nuked for myself.
dreamt about sg last night....
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marianabanana:
As long as your ensemble is colour coordinated everything should be hunkydory... however, all black could be a bit overpowering, so maybe you could go for a subtler colour instead to bring a bit of variation into your attire.
However, I personally think you would look great with all your clothes on the floor.
However, I personally think you would look great with all your clothes on the floor.
tinfoilhalo:
The Ususal Suspects is SUCH a great flick . I haven't seen it for quite awhile , so I may have to rent it soon. I just watched Seven again a few weeks ago . Fantastic movie , but I can't watch it too often or it just freaks me out . Scary insane Kevin Spacey can cause severe mental trauma . 
so the ride via bus to work was cool but coming back was slightly aggravating....couple of lookers but they all had noses pushed into books.
looking forward to getting drunk this weekend. or at least heavily intoxicated. parties parties parties.
*sigh*
i still love my new cd player....it totally rawks! um. nothing else really going on.
looking forward to getting drunk this weekend. or at least heavily intoxicated. parties parties parties.
*sigh*
i still love my new cd player....it totally rawks! um. nothing else really going on.
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consuela:
well, at least you know that the lookers who have their noses in books are cute AND smart. they are the best.
jora:
You are the sweetest, most sexy boy! You make me quiver all over. Thank you for making me cry.
jora33
jora33
how do you like the book.
marriage is for the insecure, haha.
pick out your quote for the wall, and we'll whip out the black tape.
boop!
edited to say - go see Columbine. It's fab. You'll love Canadians even more after you see it.
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