ragtag

and i think it's kinda funny/i think it's kinda sad
that the dreams in which i'm dying are the best
i've ever had ~gary jules

tonight i feel like burning a cd for consuela. this weekend i'll be moving my piano to her apartment. whew!! i'm totally thrilled that she is getting into it. a lot of people tell me that they want to learn but few take steps to do so. i just hope i give her good instruction. today, i did my graphic/illustration homework and eh, it came out alright i suppose. people are hard to melt into cylinders, cones, spheres, and cubes.

blarggg.

talked to jacqui last night. she and steve have set a date for the wedding. grrr. i mean. i'm happy. but i'm sad too. shit. and it's not even the fact that she's me x. it's just realising that frigging EVERYBODY is settling down into this happy american lifestyle. people who are younger than me have better jobs, brighter outlooks on life, and a readily available source for amazing sex. crap.

ahchk. i should stop feeling sorry for myself. last night was spent watching antics of cky. that was fun. i made a fool of myself though, i should learn to shut up about myself. i am really trying not to come off like an arrogant asshole.

well. this has certainly been an interesting entry now hasn't it?!