my boss gave me a ride home today. that was nice. she really makes an effort to seem interested in my life...just enough to make it apparent that it's an effort. but i guess conversation is better than silence...or so society says. the day went well...not too many assholes on the phone and no stupid computer crashes!! tonight i need to borrow or buy a...
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polaris:
pizza, movies, and modeling? why wasn't i invited?
consuela:
monday night was funno! thank you for the stuff. 
plans for this weekend:
NOW) just talked with jacqui, apologized for prematurely ending a webcam show to a girl in virginia, and yelled at justin for fucking up my blinds again!
SOON) will let justin burn off some of his manic energy on unsuspected x-gf as she comes over to my recently straightened up apartment for kitty-cuddles and coffee
LATER) dropping in on jess and...
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NOW) just talked with jacqui, apologized for prematurely ending a webcam show to a girl in virginia, and yelled at justin for fucking up my blinds again!
SOON) will let justin burn off some of his manic energy on unsuspected x-gf as she comes over to my recently straightened up apartment for kitty-cuddles and coffee
LATER) dropping in on jess and...
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marianabanana:
Sounds like a lovely weekend! Hope you had as good a time as I had!!!
I think weekends should be 3 days long. That would make me happy.
I think weekends should be 3 days long. That would make me happy.
"you know sometimes i question your commitment to sparkle motion"
people are idiots. this city is killing me. i need to get out. get away. find something green and succulent to nurse my soul on.
thinking about writing a letter to my parents. maybe it'll make things better, maybe it'll make shit worse, or maybe it'll have no fucking effect at all.
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people are idiots. this city is killing me. i need to get out. get away. find something green and succulent to nurse my soul on.
thinking about writing a letter to my parents. maybe it'll make things better, maybe it'll make shit worse, or maybe it'll have no fucking effect at all.
fuck. i should...
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consuela:
out of all the other mothers, i would never dream of asking you, but....
how is your letter coming?
i am going to buy movies this weekend! you know that means you have to come over.
how is your letter coming?
i am going to buy movies this weekend! you know that means you have to come over.
dangerousmakeup:
Dont tempt me, its been a very very very long time... at this point, anyone can be my man slave.
And I think youre pretty cute.
Plus you have a cool name
ericamarie
And I think youre pretty cute.
Plus you have a cool name
ericamarie
i want to be liked
no, i want to be more than just "liked"
i want people to say, "that (brian rogers) is a great guy!"
and when people are at parties, i want them to look for me, and when i finally arrive, i want them to say, "here comes good ol' (brian rogers)...now everything will be alright!"
i want to be a special...
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no, i want to be more than just "liked"
i want people to say, "that (brian rogers) is a great guy!"
and when people are at parties, i want them to look for me, and when i finally arrive, i want them to say, "here comes good ol' (brian rogers)...now everything will be alright!"
i want to be a special...
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jora:
Here it is...as promised.
jora33
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Brian
My disguise melts,
burned away by fire from his eyes.
The passion I feel
tears me down to my base form.
He picks up the shards
and runs his tongue along each part,
tasting me.
Slowly, one by one, he penetrates himself
with pieces of my sharp soul.
With every entry, as we connect,
a note of my pain screams,
creating a symphony.
My blood boils.
Deafening joy and understanding,
unexpected and unfamiliar,
who consumes who
as we join into one being of flesh?
Just for a moment, I am with him in body,
but in mind, I am still with him.
On my bottom lip,
I taste salt of my tears,
imagining it is the taste of his release.
jora33
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Brian
My disguise melts,
burned away by fire from his eyes.
The passion I feel
tears me down to my base form.
He picks up the shards
and runs his tongue along each part,
tasting me.
Slowly, one by one, he penetrates himself
with pieces of my sharp soul.
With every entry, as we connect,
a note of my pain screams,
creating a symphony.
My blood boils.
Deafening joy and understanding,
unexpected and unfamiliar,
who consumes who
as we join into one being of flesh?
Just for a moment, I am with him in body,
but in mind, I am still with him.
On my bottom lip,
I taste salt of my tears,
imagining it is the taste of his release.
thenewpope:
You are very rad...say hi to Justin!
so today i finally got my big toe ripped out.
there are three reasons why i had no problem with this.
1) i had three gorgeous female doctors in the room
2) one of them had a british accent
3) in a week i'll be able to walk pain free
right on.
jess and jon arrived from chicago today which means that i am getting...
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there are three reasons why i had no problem with this.
1) i had three gorgeous female doctors in the room
2) one of them had a british accent
3) in a week i'll be able to walk pain free
right on.
jess and jon arrived from chicago today which means that i am getting...
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consuela:
wait, hot nurses exist OUTSIDE of movies?!
holy crap.
well, yay for your toe surgery!
holy crap.
well, yay for your toe surgery!
last night.
oiy vay
somehow i managed to stay out of trouble while drunk off my ass
i had
3shots of jagermeister and red bull
&4-5beers
there was this totally 80's skater drama playing called "thrashin"
quickly followed by a dose of REJECTED
which then led to cky antics galore
and the whole night was closed by mr. boomstick himself
BRUCE CAMPBELL!
hopefully pictures (incriminating...
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oiy vay
somehow i managed to stay out of trouble while drunk off my ass
i had
3shots of jagermeister and red bull
&4-5beers
there was this totally 80's skater drama playing called "thrashin"
quickly followed by a dose of REJECTED
which then led to cky antics galore
and the whole night was closed by mr. boomstick himself
BRUCE CAMPBELL!
hopefully pictures (incriminating...
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kludog:
somehow i found a telephone pole that got me in pain, not really trouble, i hope i didnt say stupid shit when i was wasted, i tend to do that. i lost count on how much i drank last night, quality over quantity, i hope i have sold sgaz on redrum and its wonderfulness, did you have some of it?
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kludog:
next event is the 23rd , i am hopin to make it there, i just shouldnt watch mike vallely prior to drinkin! heh
last night was crazy.
let me just say...
I FRIGGIN LOVE SUICIDEGIRLS!
tonight...more craziness to ensue.
recently rediscovered a tori album i had listened to once before tossing it. i wish i could write such groovy melody lines. damn!
justin is busy scratching the hell out of my chair. i should feed him soonish...and get some breakfast nuked for myself.
dreamt about sg last night....
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let me just say...
I FRIGGIN LOVE SUICIDEGIRLS!
tonight...more craziness to ensue.
recently rediscovered a tori album i had listened to once before tossing it. i wish i could write such groovy melody lines. damn!
justin is busy scratching the hell out of my chair. i should feed him soonish...and get some breakfast nuked for myself.
dreamt about sg last night....
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marianabanana:
As long as your ensemble is colour coordinated everything should be hunkydory... however, all black could be a bit overpowering, so maybe you could go for a subtler colour instead to bring a bit of variation into your attire.
However, I personally think you would look great with all your clothes on the floor.
However, I personally think you would look great with all your clothes on the floor.
tinfoilhalo:
The Ususal Suspects is SUCH a great flick . I haven't seen it for quite awhile , so I may have to rent it soon. I just watched Seven again a few weeks ago . Fantastic movie , but I can't watch it too often or it just freaks me out . Scary insane Kevin Spacey can cause severe mental trauma . 
so the ride via bus to work was cool but coming back was slightly aggravating....couple of lookers but they all had noses pushed into books.
looking forward to getting drunk this weekend. or at least heavily intoxicated. parties parties parties.
*sigh*
i still love my new cd player....it totally rawks! um. nothing else really going on.
looking forward to getting drunk this weekend. or at least heavily intoxicated. parties parties parties.
*sigh*
i still love my new cd player....it totally rawks! um. nothing else really going on.
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consuela:
well, at least you know that the lookers who have their noses in books are cute AND smart. they are the best.
jora:
You are the sweetest, most sexy boy! You make me quiver all over. Thank you for making me cry.
jora33
jora33
tonight i completely splurged my manliness. *grunt*
went to metro center and bought a pimp-ass cd player for the bus along with two albums
and then headed over to see Bad Boys II
(don't you dare say anything consuela you LOVED pirates)
then came home to kitty who was starving for a platefull of alleycat and a handful of ear-rustling.
also managed to deeply wound...
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went to metro center and bought a pimp-ass cd player for the bus along with two albums
and then headed over to see Bad Boys II
(don't you dare say anything consuela you LOVED pirates)
then came home to kitty who was starving for a platefull of alleycat and a handful of ear-rustling.
also managed to deeply wound...
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consuela:
you splurged on a beck album.
you have officially joined the cool club, haha.
yay for spending! the weekend of the 15th, me and the ambster are so going shopping. i need pants and a green skirt.
you have officially joined the cool club, haha.
yay for spending! the weekend of the 15th, me and the ambster are so going shopping. i need pants and a green skirt.
"you never change"
three words
thick like planets
and who am i to offset the orbits set in motion by many millenia
in the supernova of your friendship?
who am i to contradict the centennial cyle of comets carving cryptic omens into the emptiness we aspire to traverse.
but.
i suppose it could be worse.
in the end we might have been left with nothing...
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three words
thick like planets
and who am i to offset the orbits set in motion by many millenia
in the supernova of your friendship?
who am i to contradict the centennial cyle of comets carving cryptic omens into the emptiness we aspire to traverse.
but.
i suppose it could be worse.
in the end we might have been left with nothing...
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tomosnemesis:
*pat pat pat* how's whateveryourcat'snamenowis?
6:24am
i woke up to a hot stuffy apartment and immediately noticed that my personal fan wasn't blowing......i tried the tv. nothing.
shit.
my power is off. i look outside and my neighbors have their outside lights on.
shit.
so it's not a power outage. dammit. they turned my power off. so i go off lookin gfor aps' number on an old statement but after...
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i woke up to a hot stuffy apartment and immediately noticed that my personal fan wasn't blowing......i tried the tv. nothing.
shit.
my power is off. i look outside and my neighbors have their outside lights on.
shit.
so it's not a power outage. dammit. they turned my power off. so i go off lookin gfor aps' number on an old statement but after...
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consuela:
(making an incredbly long story short) i walked to your house at around 9-9:30 ish cause i couldn't get into my apartment because chris was physically blocking the door. and he followed me a good distance too. but you weren't home. so i walked back. eek, barefoot too.
i hate being alone at night.
i hate being alone at night.
mothra:
Ah, sounds all to familiar... I'm on the syatem of paying last month's electric bill and never the current, it'll happen here eventually too. (I keep a steady supply of jesus candles just in case)
took the bus to work today. ah. memories. brooke was nice enough to drive me back after dropping her friend off at the airport and i got to drink a beer at the sky harbor bar. yay!
watching "Death To Smoochie". this movie rocks!
blah. i'm boring.
watching "Death To Smoochie". this movie rocks!
blah. i'm boring.
consuela:
boring you are not, young padawan.
death to smoochie DOES rock; satire makes me happy
the bus.....ug.
death to smoochie DOES rock; satire makes me happy
the bus.....ug.