ragingwhore42

today it looks like it may be "what happened to those days when you were severely underweight?" and "you could be getting dressed" day. i love it when absolutely everything i do is the wrong thing-and i can't check my mail cause doing so will make me a bad person-even though i wake up to him on the computer. but yeah-it's ok cause all i need is a few more reasons to want to drown myself. and i can't even finish this-cause it's "time to go" unless i want to stay here because i hate him. this is bulllshit-he's playing the it's my fault game and i refuse to participate-only 3 more days of this and i swear i will stab someone. home's gonna be fun-thrilling even. i will finally be able to just go insane and not have to worry too much about who it's going to bother. running now.