ragingwhore42

you ever completely fucked something up and wished you could go back and undo it?? what the hell kinda question is that?? of course everyone has. well i spend all my time everyday doing this, and it's annoying-i have to stop with the long ass entries-that he's just gonna find some way to use against me. and staring at his picture remembering how beautiful he once was-won't helping much at all. i need a nice healthy obsession-or drugs. probably drugs-lots and lots of drugs. ione of these days i may find out what's wrong with me and how to fix it. until then-i'm out kids. time to do something other than this.

this weather
the wind outside is biting
it's left me feeling tired & exposed
you've been asking me to bleed
it seems these kinds of questions
come too easy to you now
your lack of shame comes naturally
i should not be suprised
i should have seen it sooner

down with 10 entries in one day. this must stop!!