ragingwhore42

ok so i suppose that's enough of that. i guess i'm going to the other side of town today-to get in some quality time with the family-like i won't be doing that all week. i'm really just going to hang out with my cousin-who's like 13 or 14, that i'm trying to train to be bad but still make his parents think he's good. we'll just watch south park and play video games all day and i suppose it will be better than sitting here. and i can keep him and his little sister from killing each other-they're really awesome kids in their own ways. it's great that i've been around them their entire lives-i guess they are more like my siblings than my cousins. oh and i'm trying to make them cool-or at least listen to cool music and watch good movies. skeletor is absolutely obsessed with scarface now and he likes som really great music as well. i was so happy the other day when i was over there and they were asking me to burn some violent femmes for them-and the cure-that almost made my week. i love those little buggers-even though they piss me off sometimes. it will be good to hang out with them at home-and my little brothers, hopefully both of them will be there. i can finally play the big sister part since my mom won't be there to ruin it-and maybe i can rescue them from boredom and take them out for a night. maybe get them kinda wasted or something. i know all of them have been high at some point-and maybe my brother has never been drunk-but he's been trying for a while. skeletor gets into his parent's liquor cabinet all the time though-so yeah anyway-i feel bed cause i still never update my lj-so i'm gonna try once more to do the copy paste thing-starting with this entry. i figure even if i did just do it with one entry a day. that would be better than none. so yeah good times. i need to be getting dressed or something. but i really love sitting here in my robe-wishing i had something better to do. and getting dressed and pretending that i'm motivated this early without caffeine isn't better. so i'll probably sit here for a bit more. bah!!