ragingwhore42

and this is where i say i've had enough-and no one should ever feel the way that i feel now....


ok so i miss all of my horribly depressing emo-and i still need to listen to it more-but i suck and i've been downloading strange stuff.....


you probably shouldn't read this if you don't want to be subjected to lame ass childish whining.

....do you know what i love the most?
even suburbs would be ok
with you between my sheets
and a breeze in the window.....


i'm really tired of not having friends-i mean i have friends-but i miss certain old friends that i can't even see again. friends that i would give damn near anything to see again-even if only for a minute


.....cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors
i think i'll bring you breakfast and play johnny cash on the stereo
i'll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do
so when you come home
i'll jump up to kiss you
and it will knock you back.....



and i think maybe i need more to do with my time. i mean perhaps i actually need a job-it's become quite apparent that i don't want one-but i'm thinking about it-and there are 3 places i could possibly work-none of which are completely pukeworthy



.....you'll fall over our tv set
i'll pick you up and dust you off
baby let's give it a go
i'll kiss you thighs to make you feel alright
and then i will get closer and taste a little sweat
i think i'm rearing to go
you're gonna get knocked down and tied up in my trunk
in 10 years, we'll go to ohio and steal cadillacs for a living.


does this make sense to anyone? it wasn't supposed to come out weird and fucked up-but oh well-i'm gonna go eat or something like that.