Is it wrong that I've nicknamed one of our new managers "the Nazi"? I don't want to go off on a rant but that woman is like nails on a blackboard to me. I'm gonna be amazed if I don't tell her to go fuck herself at some point.
I got to see a local band play on Tuesday. They reminded me of Barenaked Ladies a little bit.
Dustin bought me a kickass Super Mario shirt because I got him the bullet belt he's been wanting for forever. It was Mario on the front with the word good and Bowser on the back with the word evil.
My kitty loves to play fetch--its so cute.
I'm feeling out of the loop in my own life lately. Like I'm over a lot of the things that are so important to those around me. I'm sorry that I'm not super excited about a house party or a night at the bar. Yes, it can be a lot of fun--but it isn't the focal point of my life and I won't be bummed if I miss it. And I'm getting annoyed with all of these "i'm in a band" morons. Good for you--so is everyone else in this town. Sorry, it takes more than an overpriced guitar to impress me. I'm pissy and I don't want to be pissy. I just don't feel like I belong here anymore. This is a college town and I graduated a year ago. And I'm over it. I want more than this from my life at this point. I don't want to try to live the college lifestyle for years and years beyond college. I'm really wishing I could meet people who could understand all this. My friends and I have drifted apart a lot in the past year or so. We've all changed a lot and that's fine, its life and its healthy and good and all--but I am missing having female friends in my life. I still am friends with these girls but it isn't the same and we don't really hang out anymore. I really don't think any of us approves of what the others are doing with their lives in some way or another. But my point is, I miss girls. I miss going shopping and going to dinner and just talking. Its just not the same with male friends. My guys are great, but they can't replace female bonding. And I'm feeling the need for some lately.
Sorry I'm so emo today.
Anyway, I am going to aforementioned house party on Saturday, and hopefully it'll be fun. Despite all of my whining, it should be a good time---maybe.
**So here is the question of the day: recommend me some good books. Ok, so its more of a command than a question, you get what I'm saying anyway.**
I got to see a local band play on Tuesday. They reminded me of Barenaked Ladies a little bit.
Dustin bought me a kickass Super Mario shirt because I got him the bullet belt he's been wanting for forever. It was Mario on the front with the word good and Bowser on the back with the word evil.
My kitty loves to play fetch--its so cute.
I'm feeling out of the loop in my own life lately. Like I'm over a lot of the things that are so important to those around me. I'm sorry that I'm not super excited about a house party or a night at the bar. Yes, it can be a lot of fun--but it isn't the focal point of my life and I won't be bummed if I miss it. And I'm getting annoyed with all of these "i'm in a band" morons. Good for you--so is everyone else in this town. Sorry, it takes more than an overpriced guitar to impress me. I'm pissy and I don't want to be pissy. I just don't feel like I belong here anymore. This is a college town and I graduated a year ago. And I'm over it. I want more than this from my life at this point. I don't want to try to live the college lifestyle for years and years beyond college. I'm really wishing I could meet people who could understand all this. My friends and I have drifted apart a lot in the past year or so. We've all changed a lot and that's fine, its life and its healthy and good and all--but I am missing having female friends in my life. I still am friends with these girls but it isn't the same and we don't really hang out anymore. I really don't think any of us approves of what the others are doing with their lives in some way or another. But my point is, I miss girls. I miss going shopping and going to dinner and just talking. Its just not the same with male friends. My guys are great, but they can't replace female bonding. And I'm feeling the need for some lately.
Sorry I'm so emo today.
Anyway, I am going to aforementioned house party on Saturday, and hopefully it'll be fun. Despite all of my whining, it should be a good time---maybe.
**So here is the question of the day: recommend me some good books. Ok, so its more of a command than a question, you get what I'm saying anyway.**
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Books:
Choke- Chuck Palahniuk
Fay-Larry Brown
The Art of War-Sun Tzu
Tropic of Cancer-Henry Miller
House of Leaves- Mark Z. Danielewski
Recommend me something that you know about and I don't.
And yes, get a good photog, I think a lot of girls get rejected because of the photo quality. Look for someone good who is just starting out and wants to build their portfolio and you may not even have to pay them. I used to do that for aspiring actresses I knew when I was trying to build up my portfolio.
And as for your crappy taste, no way, I mean you've got me on your friends list
although you do have Ashlee Simpson in your fav. bands