The tailgating did not happen. My work schedule got changed and I had to work Saturday morning instead of Saturday night.
I went shopping and spent too much money today. But I love buying stuff and I got to spend the whole day with Dustin which hasn't happened in awhile.
I need to stop eating so much fast food. Seriously, its getting insane.
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I went shopping and spent too much money today. But I love buying stuff and I got to spend the whole day with Dustin which hasn't happened in awhile.
I need to stop eating so much fast food. Seriously, its getting insane.
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Is there a full moon or eclipse or something going on? Life has been odd.
Work was horrendous. We won't even go into details.
I confronted a friend about her violent, abusive boyfriend and she basically changed the subject, blowing it off. He threw her up against a brick wall last weekend, hard enough that her arm started bleeding. She was scared enough that she...
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Work was horrendous. We won't even go into details.
I confronted a friend about her violent, abusive boyfriend and she basically changed the subject, blowing it off. He threw her up against a brick wall last weekend, hard enough that her arm started bleeding. She was scared enough that she...
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malloryknoxx:
Yikes. I know exactly how you feel about your friend. I have a good friend in the same situation. I'm trying to figure out how to handle social situation when this guy is around and I am NOT happy about it.
lowenb:
That's a shame about your friend. She could use some counseling or something similar
Glad you have the weekend to recover, have fuhn tailgating.
Glad you have the weekend to recover, have fuhn tailgating.
Dreams. Mine have been somewhat disturbing lately. I hate dreams that put stupid ideas in my head. That come out of nowhere. I hate dreams that seem to make me tired the next day.
One day off this week and this is it. Work was hell last night. HELL. How bad? Well, busyness X12. And I got to clean up blood. How's that for a...
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One day off this week and this is it. Work was hell last night. HELL. How bad? Well, busyness X12. And I got to clean up blood. How's that for a...
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malloryknoxx:
Hmmmmm - something bold, 'eh? Well...do you have any time to take even a short road trip? It's not the boldest thing ever, but it might do the trick....?
mythicus:
you've got to use disinfectant and gloves when you do stuff like that. please, be careful if you ever find yourself in the same situation again.
Dustin's dad is here for the weekend. He's cool. We had yummy dinner, cooked by my oh so talented boy. And pies made by me. I have the lovely red-purple burn-scar on my arm to prove it. 
It hurted and I screamed like a little girl. But its okay now except it really does look like a scar. All of you people who get branded...
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doxie:
Migration and rejection gives me the heebie-jeebies. 
user0388058038:
Thanks!
Ow, pie-burns.
Ow, pie-burns.
Holy hell Batman, what is up with these late nights this week. Its like I just don't get tired--I have to force myself to go to bed but at least when I finally do, I fall asleep almost immediately.
I got new jewelry! I got my blingin' tunnels in right now and I love them. I keep grossing Dustin out by taking one out and...
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I got new jewelry! I got my blingin' tunnels in right now and I love them. I keep grossing Dustin out by taking one out and...
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infinity:
it was shite, then again I was comparing it with my last party-like event, the goth club and well nothing ebats a goth club excpet a bigger and better goth club
malloryknoxx:
I got my labret done Wednesday before last - it's healing up pretty well. And TY - I'm happy to hear you like it 
As to the impending tattoo....I'm still tossing around ideas for the design. It's going to be something like a girl in black w/ angel wings sitting on a crescent moon...possibly kicking some bubbles up towards the other tattoo on my back. Maybe some viney/flowery stuff going around the moon...? Something along those lines
Yeah...so...that was a pretty detailed description for me *not being sure yet*, 'eh?
As to the impending tattoo....I'm still tossing around ideas for the design. It's going to be something like a girl in black w/ angel wings sitting on a crescent moon...possibly kicking some bubbles up towards the other tattoo on my back. Maybe some viney/flowery stuff going around the moon...? Something along those lines
Yeah...so...that was a pretty detailed description for me *not being sure yet*, 'eh?
I just found a notice on my door saying that we owe $50 in rent and if we do not pay it in 7 days we are evicted. Um, we fucking paid our rent in full the day it was due. Dustin has his receipt (he paid with a money order) and I have the amount written in my checkbook--I don't have my returned checks... Read More
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killermike:
50$ and he wants you out??? WTF...
couple of month ago i couldnt pay my rent (thats 860 euros/and a long story) but still im in my cribb.
couple of month ago i couldnt pay my rent (thats 860 euros/and a long story)
but still im in my cribb.
suzy_kabloozy:
I'm sure it's just a misunderstanding and you'll get it worked out ... still, the small hassles of life are annoying! I don't have a copy of my lease either ... and we've been here 4 months.
Incompetence in me? Hey, I'm only human!
Incompetence in them? Die, die, my darling!
Incompetence in me? Hey, I'm only human!
Incompetence in them? Die, die, my darling!
Anyone have any idea of how to gracefully end a friendship. Its not an I hate you and never want to see you again thing. Its more of a I feel like we've grown in different directions and don't mesh so well anymore. I still think she is (or at least used to be and must still at heart be) a great person. I still...
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malloryknoxx:
I've been through something similar numerous times. I pretty much concur with what the posters above me have all said.
I think that as we go through life, we sometimes grow away from people we were once really close to. It doesn't really mean anyone involved has done anything wrong - it just happens. I agree that it's best to just allow the drift to happen, and like commonman said, maybe don't completely burn the bridge with this girl in case the time comes that she breaks up with this guy and wants to reestablish a freindship.
WoW. THAT was long winded But anyway, that's my $.02.
I think that as we go through life, we sometimes grow away from people we were once really close to. It doesn't really mean anyone involved has done anything wrong - it just happens. I agree that it's best to just allow the drift to happen, and like commonman said, maybe don't completely burn the bridge with this girl in case the time comes that she breaks up with this guy and wants to reestablish a freindship.
WoW. THAT was long winded
But anyway, that's my $.02.
averagebadfriend:
Yah thats happened to me in my own way a few times but it's best to not get to upset and just take some time to you'r self for a while then I am shure you will eventualy want to spend time with you'r friend(s) again or at least thats the way I feel some times 
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.I don't know if you will like my music but I am glad that you may listen to it !My music is very heavy metal 
kinda like a cross between Pantera and Led Zeppelin and maybe a bit of ANTHRAX stiyle in there as well though the sound quality is not all that great as my music was filmed on a camcorder and then I am going to re-record the music with a MP3 player.As is my vocals unfortunately did not come out so well on the recording even though I can sing realy good the voice recorder on the camcorder had a hard time picking up my singing / .Maybe I will just re-do the whole thing.... / .Have a great day my friend !
Yah thats happened to me in my own way a few times but it's best to not get to upset and just take some time to you'r self for a while then I am shure you will eventualy want to spend time with you'r friend(s) again or at least thats the way I feel some times / .I don't know if you will like my music but I am glad that you may listen to it !My music is very heavy metal kinda like a cross between Pantera and Led Zeppelin and maybe a bit of ANTHRAX stiyle in there as well though the sound quality is not all that great as my music was filmed on a camcorder and then I am going to re-record the music with a MP3 player.As is my vocals unfortunately did not come out so well on the recording even though I can sing realy good the voice recorder on the camcorder had a hard time picking up my singing / .Maybe I will just re-do the whole thing.... / .Have a great day my friend !Meh. Its time for new friends.
Update now that I'm awake:
I went out last night for a belated birthday celebration for my so-called best friend. Yeah the same friend whose jackass boy I want to kick in the head. Jackass organized the whole thing, to the best of his ability. I played nice all week, being helpful, providing him with phone numbers, etc.
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Update now that I'm awake:
I went out last night for a belated birthday celebration for my so-called best friend. Yeah the same friend whose jackass boy I want to kick in the head. Jackass organized the whole thing, to the best of his ability. I played nice all week, being helpful, providing him with phone numbers, etc.
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infinity:
yeah a few of mine have gone gray long ago but i never deleted them
thesinner:
That guy is a definately a jackass....Bummer. Tell your friend to pull her head out of her ass.
Ow, my ear hurts.
I still sound all fucked up--damn allergies. My voice just disappears if I talk a lot and don't get a chance to get a drink, like at work. And I have lost all ability to yell, scream, be loud in any way--grrrrrr. Sucks.
I have Saturday off. I'm going to have fun. Tomorrow can just be done already. Bleck to work....
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I still sound all fucked up--damn allergies. My voice just disappears if I talk a lot and don't get a chance to get a drink, like at work. And I have lost all ability to yell, scream, be loud in any way--grrrrrr. Sucks.
I have Saturday off. I'm going to have fun. Tomorrow can just be done already. Bleck to work....
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vixen:
Awww... I want Saturday off of work... lucky!
fieldofdepth:
The peanut butter pie was a big hit!
Neighbors who park in the wrong spot piss me off seriously. Our downstairs neighbors park in the handicapped spot thats like, ten steps closer to their apartment than their assigned space. Their friends park in our spot sometimes. I just pull my car right up on their car and they have to come knock on my door in order to get their car out. HaHaHaHa, it's so funny when they knock too, all stupid looking like they got caught.
Neighbors who park in the wrong spot piss me off seriously. Our downstairs neighbors park in the handicapped spot thats like, ten steps closer to their apartment than their assigned space.
Their friends park in our spot sometimes. I just pull my car right up on their car and they have to come knock on my door in order to get their car out. HaHaHaHa, it's so funny when they knock too, all stupid looking like they got caught. So finally I woke up today and my throat isn't killing me. I can actually swallow without pain! I even broke down and went to the dr on Saturday only to be told its all allergies. I was given some Allegra D, which Mr. Dr claimed would give me a ton orf enenrgy so I might not want to take the nighttime dose. Um, what?...
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paintedbat:
I'm glad to hear you're feeling better.
If I were you I would tell them you can't work on Tuesday. You shouldn't let them push you around and make you do things you don't or can't do.
And peanut butter pie sounds awesome!
If I were you I would tell them you can't work on Tuesday. You shouldn't let them push you around and make you do things you don't or can't do.
And peanut butter pie sounds awesome!
thesinner:
Sorry to hear that J., Hope next weekend goes better...
Jamie
Jamie
This plague/cold/flu thing sucks. I made it thru about 2 and a half hours of work yesterday and I called in today. That paycheck is gonna suck. But I have been so damn dizzy and off balance because my whole head is plugged up and my ears hurt. I am starting to feel a bit better. Whatever this is, it hit me on Wednesday night...
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lowenb:
hope you feel better soon.
averagebadfriend:
I do'nt exactly know how to respond to that ha ha ha!Maybe you are living in the wrong town?
I do'nt exactly know how to respond to that ha ha ha!Maybe you are living in the wrong town?
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tarragon:
If she doesnt fall off the face of the planet soon I might be tempted to give her a kick in the pants by way of encouragement.
suzy_kabloozy:
Believe me ... as much *work* as they are ... that little boy who calls me mama and that man who loves me ties it all together and makes the rest bearable. They rule!
I hear you about the junk food. I have been eating off dollar menus lately to save money, but I feel like I'm killing myself doing it. Every double cheeseburger slows my heart a little. I can feel it.