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My best friend Andy is coming over tonight. He and I have been friends a long time. We are in a band together. We have destroyed many a god things, fought over girls (he always wins)

I was thinking about how long I have known him and its been nearly 10 years. I realized that all my friends I have are friends I have had forever. Joe, Tim, Ken, everyone one of them more then ten years. I just don't let people go.

Even people who treat me bad I hang on too. Even girls who have dated simply to get closer to my friend and marry them, I just don't let go.

I don't want to mind you, but sometimes I want to have new friends. But they keep building up like Legos. And they all start wanting favors, and they all think they are more important then the other friends. They all want something. I am drowning in favors. And so often I see none in return ever. So I want new friends, I make them. I keep the old ones. I do favors for new friends. then they expect more now I have another friend wanting favors.

I don't know why I am saying all this.

But to note, though I promised I would party less.... I partied like a mad man last weekend and sat in a soda can.... And I will probably do the same tomorrow. I guess less just means I will cancel Fridays and party twice as hard on Saturdays.

I need to grow up.