raged44

So I met with the entertainment management guy the other night. He si real agressive and though I act real tough in front of him he scares the shit out of me in a a way. You see he is serious. And I dont' knwo if I am. I just made music cause I got tired of writing.

He says he thinks we have a chance based on our image and beliefs. He took out contracts that were bigger the the un abridge versions of war and piece. They kay down everthing. Things I never thought of. like I will be the front man and Andy will be the songwriter. Andy could do all this on his own. He dosne't really need me. I need him... Anyways these guys, they want my energy, not my music, they want to market me not my sound... And because I know this i fear I a selling out..But really am I. If I am sellig who I am and what I believe am I selling out.. I have never said I wasn't about sellig out.. I need money being broke and hungry sucks and I don't want to play like that.

mostly I just want to tear the roof off some place and have some pretty girl tell me "thank you"

lame..

I need to just sing the deal, get fucked up and celebrate. .Tonight I will go up to broadway, grab some gay bois, and girls, and play "straight boy hyjacked naughty gay boys, and need s a straight girl to save him" .. well I am dressed in balck and going o the attack!