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FUCK HER!

Fuck her and her race and her existence. Because I don't get it.
She said to loose her number, she said not to call her and she said loose her e-mail addy. I did, but campaigning against me, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!!

Stupid girls all of them.

I wouldn't sleep with her, and I am sorry it hurt her. And I am sorry to Gretchen and I am sorry to RC, I am just not one who likes sex that much. It takes a lot I can't explain it but I am scared shitless of it.

SO FUCK HER!

I am didn't mean for it to be an issue, I didn't want to chase her away... I just folded up my cards because to many girls wanted to much.

Yes having a girlfriend a real one and only girl would be nice. But I will choose who it will be. When I am ready to choose. And when I choose, and I will probably choose wrong and will probably be "just a friend" or a "big brother" and i will be destroyed.

BECAUSE THATS JUST HOW IT GOES!

I can't be attracted to girls that like me. I think they like me but I am always wrong. Never ask me for advice world because I am wrong... Always will be always have been. Dumb DUMB DUMB

Man it hurts, Because I thought she wanted it this way. I didn't understand then, and I don't understand now, but I am sorry, I said no.