"I can't handle the devil inside he's my friend he keeps me company..."
I am so doomed. I feel doom every morning. Some people say they feel doom but do they really... I can't believe they al do I can't believe anyone else could wake up each day with this feeling and make through the day... It is self imposed. It is like my friends use to say... "Travis your problem is you live your life like its a stack of lego's you build this shit it looks tight then you smash.. like your punishing yourself."
Punishing yourself... I love it.. I am set for failure, when god was winding me up he smiled to his stoned friends and said " hey check this one out.. this is gonna be funny..." And snap went the spring and I was doomed with a self imposed need to fail.
So here I am at the crest... I am standing on the cliff getting ready to dive. I have everything going for me... in this dive I will attempt to a. through a rave in Walla Walla with Dig Dug.. b. submit a resume and writing sample to marvel comics. .. hmmmm... I know how to do this dive. I know what the out come should be. I know where it is suppose to go... I know that I can do this I have been practicing... However I know that I will purposely twist in a manner that will lead to a belly flop... and injury... I will do it on purpose... because for some reason in the back of my head I don't believe I deserve success...
So, Travis here we are at dooms edge and I have already planted the flowers at this ventures grave...
Dammit
Travis
I am so doomed. I feel doom every morning. Some people say they feel doom but do they really... I can't believe they al do I can't believe anyone else could wake up each day with this feeling and make through the day... It is self imposed. It is like my friends use to say... "Travis your problem is you live your life like its a stack of lego's you build this shit it looks tight then you smash.. like your punishing yourself."
Punishing yourself... I love it.. I am set for failure, when god was winding me up he smiled to his stoned friends and said " hey check this one out.. this is gonna be funny..." And snap went the spring and I was doomed with a self imposed need to fail.
So here I am at the crest... I am standing on the cliff getting ready to dive. I have everything going for me... in this dive I will attempt to a. through a rave in Walla Walla with Dig Dug.. b. submit a resume and writing sample to marvel comics. .. hmmmm... I know how to do this dive. I know what the out come should be. I know where it is suppose to go... I know that I can do this I have been practicing... However I know that I will purposely twist in a manner that will lead to a belly flop... and injury... I will do it on purpose... because for some reason in the back of my head I don't believe I deserve success...
So, Travis here we are at dooms edge and I have already planted the flowers at this ventures grave...
Dammit
Travis
fractal:
Ever watch Space Invader Zim? Grr sings a doom song.
freckle:
maybe you should have invited us to your party... you might have had better luck in the cool people department.
