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Yeah.. so this is Cris again.

I'm in full on 'bristling shewolf' mode today.

Maybe it's because I have a headache, I dunno. Or, then again.. maybe it's because I'm working 3-11 today, and I hate this shift. People.. holiday driven people *shudder*. It could also be because I got use to being off, shaved my schedule down to 3 days a week... and work still somehow managed to get a 'full time stretch' out of me ala 5 days in a row.

Whatever, though. I'm whining.. and I hate doing that, too.

As long as I get next weekend off, so I can be with my Robness. That's what I'm trying to focus on, not all this other shit.

God, I fuckin miss him lately.

Earlier today, all that had to be uttered was "be there soon"...and I almost broke down and started crying (which, btw, is not good in front three bitchy old women trying to check-in lol). I stopped it, though. I just held my breath until I thought it had gone away. I'm getting good at that.


I just want it to be next Saturday.


I just want to fucking remember.