are you with Peaches?!
Wow I had so much fun on the train!
There was a fieldtrip of 75 rotten kids on my train. not only that but I arrived an hour early and the train was an hour late. I never want to see another kid in my life again!!!
parents nowadays suck.
there is no exception to that rule apparently
Wow... hey..
movin' to the cuntry gonna eat me alotta peaches.
Goodbye Hotlanta! I'll see you again one day...
The good part about being out here is that there is train that will take me directly to Savannah!! So now I can see my son whenever I have the cash for a train ticket!!!
I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I've only seen my son 3 times since july. The first two times I only got to see him for about an hour each and there was alot of drama between my parents and I. The last time was at Christmas. It was a really difficult thing for me. My mother (who is watching him for me while I get my fuckin' shit straight) had started having him call her "momma". That was hard for me. He would call me "jess" . I just wanted to cry. I'm not jess i'm mommy. but for now that is not true I suppose.
It's been so long since I've heard his sweet voice and held him close to me... so long since I've smelled him...
I can't think about him anymore really. Only now and then. It usually is when I post... because sometimes when I post I realize I have nothing to really talk about.. nothing I want to... except him.
So now when thoughts of him arise I quickly think of something else. It is too painful carrying these memories of us. I feel horrible for not thinking about my own son... but I feel like if I do I might do something really horrible.
So I focus on what's going on now. Getting things in order.
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so I want
leira to be my penpal!! everyone go convince her to be my penpal!!
anyone else want to be?!?!?!
requirements are that you have to have a vagina. That is yours. on your body.
sorry boys
I dont make the rules.. wait, i do!
EVERYONE SHOW ME SOME LOVE BECAUSE I'M SUPER DEPRESSED AND NEED YOUR AFFECTION!!!!
Wow I had so much fun on the train!
There was a fieldtrip of 75 rotten kids on my train. not only that but I arrived an hour early and the train was an hour late. I never want to see another kid in my life again!!!
parents nowadays suck.
there is no exception to that rule apparently
Wow... hey..
movin' to the cuntry gonna eat me alotta peaches.
Goodbye Hotlanta! I'll see you again one day...
The good part about being out here is that there is train that will take me directly to Savannah!! So now I can see my son whenever I have the cash for a train ticket!!!
I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I've only seen my son 3 times since july. The first two times I only got to see him for about an hour each and there was alot of drama between my parents and I. The last time was at Christmas. It was a really difficult thing for me. My mother (who is watching him for me while I get my fuckin' shit straight) had started having him call her "momma". That was hard for me. He would call me "jess" . I just wanted to cry. I'm not jess i'm mommy. but for now that is not true I suppose.
It's been so long since I've heard his sweet voice and held him close to me... so long since I've smelled him...
I can't think about him anymore really. Only now and then. It usually is when I post... because sometimes when I post I realize I have nothing to really talk about.. nothing I want to... except him.
So now when thoughts of him arise I quickly think of something else. It is too painful carrying these memories of us. I feel horrible for not thinking about my own son... but I feel like if I do I might do something really horrible.
So I focus on what's going on now. Getting things in order.
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so I want
leira to be my penpal!! everyone go convince her to be my penpal!!
anyone else want to be?!?!?!
requirements are that you have to have a vagina. That is yours. on your body.
sorry boys
I dont make the rules.. wait, i do!
EVERYONE SHOW ME SOME LOVE BECAUSE I'M SUPER DEPRESSED AND NEED YOUR AFFECTION!!!!
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I shoudlnt have read the last part
But the whole entry is depressing. at least you get to see your son again though
Shaddup
*snicker* Sorry I cant resist teasing him over it.
Even if its only because im sickeningly jealous