ragdoll96923

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know

This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it's just because i didn't know you at all

Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry 'cause i know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye

Did you say 'no, this can't happen to me,'
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn't know him at all
You didn't know him at all, oh, you didn't know

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it's over... it's over

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i really need to listen to some other music besides jeff when i get all depressed like this. but he's what does it for me. anyone got any suggestions ?

why why. jeff. why do your songs reach me. why does music reach me so much. i dont even want to deal with people. i could sit inside all day with music. or outside. I love being outside. Nature is so beautiful.

I cant deal with people. I like to watch people. not interact. but somehow over the years I've become an actor in life. I dont want to be that way.
i want to be quiet and contemplative again.
Alone.
I dont want to be wanted anymore.
Will I ever be that way again? I hope so.
I just want to be happy.
I guess it's fate to always want what we can't have.


lover, you should've come over.

stop touching me jeff!! damnit!! well i mean we could do like a "ghost" sequel here...
while all these ugly gentlemen play out these foolish games.

i'm lame. i know.
i even have an account on coa under the name of
iamsolame.
so... i know this.