ragdoll96923

Hi everyone
I'm just packing some things up and doing some online research (for a job..couch.. you know)
So far I friend/acquaitance of mine is going to let me crash at his for a couple days. Maybe a week. We'll see.
That's good news. Gives me time to look for a place to live before I resort to the park benches or under the bridge again... hahaha.

I really miss my son. I was scanning some pictures of him the other day when I realized that I'm a fuck up. (well not that i didnt realize that already...) And my son is going to have a shitty life because his mom is a loser. So it's not so bad that I dont have him anymore. I mean atleast he has a chance at life now. I need to get my head straight. I just cant seem to do it. I know the doctors said I was going to be mentally retarded when I was born but damn I never thought they meant like this. or this >

hey you guys. my icon is cool. did i ever tell ya'll that.
thanks again louys. lets make ass babies.

-listening to jeff so it reminded me of my love.(louys) lol.



"Dont be like the one who made me so dull to life
the one that left behind his name. 'cause they're waiting for you like I waited for mine and nobody ever came. Nobody ever came."

ahh. I should still be able to post in here this week since my friend has internet. So everyone look forward to one more week of insanity provided by me!

I think maybe I'm going to hitch hike or something. I dont know.
been thinking about that marta pass too. i should get one so i can like go places to look for a job or something.

*goes to do that now...