Time for a new update
gather 'round the mat kiddies!
So I've been on the computer for over 24 hours STRAIGHT. haha I'm really crazy you guys. you really just don't know.
I think it's because I'm on the verge of a really spectacular melt-down I've been trying to repress and semi- deal with for so long. So much shit is piling up.
In any case they won't send me back!!!! NO THEY WONT DAMNIT!!! I'm never going back! hehe. what am I referring to? oh just the 3 times I was institutionalized. Well it was more like 5 or something if you include outpatient as well. blah. Sometimes I completely forget that when I was a mid teen I had foster parents as well. One day I remembered it out of nowhere and I was like "WTF?! nooo way.." and I thought that I was lying to myself! haha it was great... but what was my point to all this? ah yes. If I seem to start melting in here... just kick my ass everyone!
you can come post itin here and tell me why youre kicking my ass. Because sometimes ya know, insanity controls me and I dont know I'm doin a damn thing wrong....
Am I the only one that sometimes stays on all freakin day doing nothing? well I havent done this in years and its so fun to get away from the world and just stay here. Just me and my little glowing screen. oh how i love thee. If I look away I cant see to clearly. Its starting to scare me. Little screen. Little glowy machine... make the big bad mean world go 'way!!!
or bring me lawts of hawt boys and girls
I love my Laddy. shout out to MamaBunny!!
Big shout out to my other laddy leira as well!!!!!
Today at 5 or so in the morning I FINALLY went to bed! omg arent you guys so proud of me! I finally woke up around 4 in the afternoon. hehe.
Right now I'm listening to the lemonheads
gather 'round the mat kiddies!
So I've been on the computer for over 24 hours STRAIGHT. haha I'm really crazy you guys. you really just don't know.
I think it's because I'm on the verge of a really spectacular melt-down I've been trying to repress and semi- deal with for so long. So much shit is piling up.
In any case they won't send me back!!!! NO THEY WONT DAMNIT!!! I'm never going back! hehe. what am I referring to? oh just the 3 times I was institutionalized. Well it was more like 5 or something if you include outpatient as well. blah. Sometimes I completely forget that when I was a mid teen I had foster parents as well. One day I remembered it out of nowhere and I was like "WTF?! nooo way.." and I thought that I was lying to myself! haha it was great... but what was my point to all this? ah yes. If I seem to start melting in here... just kick my ass everyone!
you can come post itin here and tell me why youre kicking my ass. Because sometimes ya know, insanity controls me and I dont know I'm doin a damn thing wrong....
Am I the only one that sometimes stays on all freakin day doing nothing? well I havent done this in years and its so fun to get away from the world and just stay here. Just me and my little glowing screen. oh how i love thee. If I look away I cant see to clearly. Its starting to scare me. Little screen. Little glowy machine... make the big bad mean world go 'way!!!
or bring me lawts of hawt boys and girls
I love my Laddy.
shout out to MamaBunny!!
Big shout out to my other laddy leira as well!!!!!
Today at 5 or so in the morning I FINALLY went to bed! omg arent you guys so proud of me! I finally woke up around 4 in the afternoon. hehe.
Right now I'm listening to the lemonheads
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Not much time t'play today ... hope you're well!!!
xo -- da Brat