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Thursday Jun 03, 2010

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I'm stoked!
I'm 179 now. That is 41lbs I've lost so far.
I'm so proud of myself!
A lot of times I still look in the mirror and don't see a change. I suppose it's a mental thing.

In other news, June 6th is mine and Alex's 5 year anniversary. I really wanted to go for a romantic dinner, but Allstate took $250 out of my account they should'nt have, so we'll be broke.
We started dating five years ago at the last day of the Frolic (the carnival that comes to town every year). This year, the last day of the Frolic falls on our anniversary. So needless to say, we're going to go and spend a lot of our night there.
The problem is I have increasingly growing emetophobia. The fear of vomit/vomitting. It's starting to paralyze me. It's to the point where I'm starting to get worried turning on the TV because I might turn it on the exact moment someone pukes. I dont drink or go out because of this fear. I tend to avoid carnivals and amusement parks because of this. Every single year I've been to the Frolic (including the year my now husband and I started dating) I see people throw up and it ends up giving me nightmares for weeks. Last year I didnt even go but when I drove by someone leaned out of their car and puked in the street.
So I'm a little hesitant to spend our anniversary there, but it would be cool to kind of relive our first date.

Any suggestions?

Later on this month we're moving to Madison. I'm so excited! No more 30minute commute each way everyday!
We've been working on packing steadily. I just hope that Allstate gives us our refund before that so we can actually afford to move.

One more bit of news!!!
I'M AND AUNT NOW!
Last night my sister in law had her baby. Her name is Olivia. She was born last night at 6:10pm weighing 10lbs 3oz and 21in long. Big baby!

That's it for now.
Chiao
burntsolace:
Holy new profile pic! *swoon*
Jun 9, 2010
burntsolace:
Well Hot Damn! From that one pic I like it already!
Jun 10, 2010

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