raellem

I wish i wish i wish i wish i wish.....

What?

I wish things could be different.

I wish life weren't fraught with so many pitfalls.

I wish people could follow through on their feelings without having to compromise other aspects of their life.

I wish i could let go.

I wish i were stronger.

I wish others didn't have to go through what im going through right now because i know they have and i know how much it sucks.

I wish i knew better.

I wish it were easier, dammit.

I guess i can go ahead and start that shitting in the other hand thing too while im at it, right?

It's not so much that im really depressed and upset about the situation... i'm just really sad. It takes a lot for me to get that way and i'm starting to think these are the only times that that happens...

Alas, patience will be the only thing to bring me through it.

J