"And then depression sets in..." 
If you had a choice of dying a slow and painful death at the hands of your best friend or a quick and easy death at the hands of your worst enemy, which one would you choose??
I have had both occur to me today so my decision has been made for me.
I just got done with what is going to be my first of many 12 hour work days. Not fun, the pay does not equal the amout on energy i must exhaust. It also appears that i am being rejected by some close friends. How do i know this, mainly the "Trying to ditch me in advance" I txt my friends seeing if they wanted to go to the diner, when they reply that they are already there. I then stated i would be there in 10 min, to which they replied "nope, we are leaving in 5 min" Just stupid shit along those lines. Multiplied by many times over the course of the last week.
And not only that, but the current female that i am persuing is included in this group of friends. I dont know what i did to piss her off, but whatever i did, i did it incredibly well. I dont know what i did to you kelsey, but im sorry.
What is my problem with the opposite sex. I can never seem to keep a steady girlfriend. Maybe there is an odor that i am currently unaware of. Maybe my personality is to extreme. I am a very loud and outspoken person, but 95% of the time it is out of humor. Maybe im just flat out not as attractive as i have thought. I simply dont know anymore. Its been so long since i have been with someone for a time longer then a month. ugghhh....
im done with my rant for now....
cheers ,
~matt~
If you had a choice of dying a slow and painful death at the hands of your best friend or a quick and easy death at the hands of your worst enemy, which one would you choose??
I have had both occur to me today so my decision has been made for me.
I just got done with what is going to be my first of many 12 hour work days. Not fun, the pay does not equal the amout on energy i must exhaust. It also appears that i am being rejected by some close friends. How do i know this, mainly the "Trying to ditch me in advance" I txt my friends seeing if they wanted to go to the diner, when they reply that they are already there. I then stated i would be there in 10 min, to which they replied "nope, we are leaving in 5 min" Just stupid shit along those lines. Multiplied by many times over the course of the last week.
And not only that, but the current female that i am persuing is included in this group of friends. I dont know what i did to piss her off, but whatever i did, i did it incredibly well. I dont know what i did to you kelsey, but im sorry.
What is my problem with the opposite sex. I can never seem to keep a steady girlfriend. Maybe there is an odor that i am currently unaware of. Maybe my personality is to extreme. I am a very loud and outspoken person, but 95% of the time it is out of humor. Maybe im just flat out not as attractive as i have thought. I simply dont know anymore. Its been so long since i have been with someone for a time longer then a month. ugghhh....
im done with my rant for now....
cheers
,
~matt~
enjoy the snow for me and get some rest!
you are better than all the bs that surrounds you
just remember that and you will be ok!
Boo to them for being straight up jerks!!!
I agree with Luci, you're better than that!!! To hell with them!!
Keep your chin up, sweets.