Kind of a fucked up week...
1. Apparently there is an arsonist running around my neghiborhood. On tuesday 3 houses in my neghiborhood went up in less than 4 hours. Police are everywhere. They have informed resident to switch on their flood lights. Even at night time the whole place looks like its broad daylight. The best was when my landlord called me at work telling me what was going on. And when i got home he was walking around the property with a shotgun. Kinda freaky
2. My district manager and I sat down and talked about my promotion. Apparently he wants me to take over the store that i'm working at now. He wants to start me at $30,000 a year with a "raise" after each successful year. I put the word raise in quotes because my chances are slim to none that i will see a raise in this company.
3. I got drunk with some friends monday night and ending up spending a night in a bed with one of my close friends (of the opposite sex). This has a positive and a negative side. The positive side is that i've had a thing for this girl for a while but she has always been with someone else in the past and i would love to be her boyfriend now. The negative side is that if nothing does come, there is always gonna be this awkwardness between me and her.
4. My birthday is this sunday. My friend Tollin and myself are going down to atlantic city on saturday night to go gambling. Being that it is my 21'st birthday you would think that i would be overjoyed. But for some reason i am not. In fact i am actually filled with depression and my schizophrenia seems to be coming back with a vengence. Being that i dont have health insurance i can not afford to see my therapist. I think in part is from reason #3.
5. I am still waiting to hear back from my co-worker Nicole about her SG photoset. I want her to get list as a Suicide Girl. If I am unable to provide the photos that she is looking for, then so be it. But i still hold out hope for her regardless of her decision to have me take her set or not.
I hope all is well in the SG world
Wish me luck in Atlantic City,
~matt~
1. Apparently there is an arsonist running around my neghiborhood. On tuesday 3 houses in my neghiborhood went up in less than 4 hours. Police are everywhere. They have informed resident to switch on their flood lights. Even at night time the whole place looks like its broad daylight. The best was when my landlord called me at work telling me what was going on. And when i got home he was walking around the property with a shotgun. Kinda freaky
2. My district manager and I sat down and talked about my promotion. Apparently he wants me to take over the store that i'm working at now. He wants to start me at $30,000 a year with a "raise" after each successful year. I put the word raise in quotes because my chances are slim to none that i will see a raise in this company.
3. I got drunk with some friends monday night and ending up spending a night in a bed with one of my close friends (of the opposite sex). This has a positive and a negative side. The positive side is that i've had a thing for this girl for a while but she has always been with someone else in the past and i would love to be her boyfriend now. The negative side is that if nothing does come, there is always gonna be this awkwardness between me and her.
4. My birthday is this sunday. My friend Tollin and myself are going down to atlantic city on saturday night to go gambling. Being that it is my 21'st birthday you would think that i would be overjoyed. But for some reason i am not. In fact i am actually filled with depression and my schizophrenia seems to be coming back with a vengence. Being that i dont have health insurance i can not afford to see my therapist. I think in part is from reason #3.
5. I am still waiting to hear back from my co-worker Nicole about her SG photoset. I want her to get list as a Suicide Girl. If I am unable to provide the photos that she is looking for, then so be it. But i still hold out hope for her regardless of her decision to have me take her set or not.
I hope all is well in the SG world
Wish me luck in Atlantic City,
~matt~
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too bad you cant market and sell those secrets!
Happy Birthday!