radioactivehead

So its been a while. Maybe call it a little bit more than a while since I have been on here. I'm sorry for everything that ive missed.

Lets see lets see.......

1. As some of you may be aware, i have changed my primary pic. This is one of the few pics that i allowed someone to take while i was drunk. I dont...
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I never thought it could happen but apparently i am able to have days where i can become "sexually confused" Now im sure all of you are asking yourself...

"Matt, what do you mean by sexually confused?"

Well, basicly, it means that im am basicly attacked by so much sexual content and innuendo's that it is hard to distinguish the people who are just having...
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I have lost a true friend, but onwards and upwards. No more self pitty. No more sitting here sulking and thinking how shitty life can be. I'm better then that. All i need in life is myself. Im not gonna let the depression get to me any more. Im not gonna let the schizo affect me from meeting people. I'm my own person and I'm...
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As anyone who has been reading my journal entrys over the last few weeks, you would know that i have been battling my depression and schizophrenia rather harshly. At the start of this week, things finally started to turn. Life seemed a little brighter and there seemed to be more color in the world. Basicly, things were getting good. Not after tonight...

Now that i...
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My life was starting to look preatty good, untill about 10 min ago

I'm starting to be on the up and up...

I am not much of a religious person, however i do find that the book of revelations in the bible makes for a very entertaining story as to how the world will end...

Chapter 1, Verse 10-11: "I was in the Spirit of the Lord's Day and i heard behind me a loud voice, as of a trumpet, saying "I am the Alpha and the...
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Allow me to start this off by thanking everyone who has had sympathy for me. I am sorry that i have not been able to personally give to my thanx to each and everyone out there. I have not had alot of free time for the internet. I have not had alot of free time in general.

This new job is starting to take its...
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"And then depression sets in..."

If you had a choice of dying a slow and painful death at the hands of your best friend or a quick and easy death at the hands of your worst enemy, which one would you choose??
I have had both occur to me today so my decision has been made for me.

I just got done with what is...
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Women puzzle me sometimes. For those of you who read my last entry you would of seen the incident about me hooking up with one of my good friends. Not much of an improvement since then. She still seems to be very fickle around me. I do not understand. After having long conversations with her sister, her sister boyfriend, and two of her best friends,...
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Kind of a fucked up week...

1. Apparently there is an arsonist running around my neghiborhood. On tuesday 3 houses in my neghiborhood went up in less than 4 hours. Police are everywhere. They have informed resident to switch on their flood lights. Even at night time the whole place looks like its broad daylight. The best was when my landlord called me at work...
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The high point of today.....i made some pasta. Thats about it. Birthday in 6 days and atlantic city awaits my money. Nothing new to report. I hate these days. Im kinda bored. I need something to blow up. Cause some excitement.

I also added some pics to my folders. Let me know what you guys think of them.

Cheers,
~matt~