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Today is finally here..... I am just so so so very happy! I can't wait for the evening to get here because THAT'S WHEN MY MUFFIN WILL BE HERE FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No more leaving and not seeing each other for weeks.... I almost can't believe that this is actually happening; it all seemed so hopeless and unlikely in the beginning like looking back I can see all these little things that were just building blocks, an accumulation of events and actions that would end up to this one point but experiencing those events it didn't feel like we'd ever get this far. It boggles my mind to be honest, even though I can look at it all and process it, it still confounds me that it all happened and worked out that we could be together in the end. I'm not a believer in fate or destiny but it seems almost asinine to not when looking at the progression of it all.

*sigh I'm just beyond happy that it has worked out... I don't think I've ever been so purely and completely happy in my life and I know people say that a lot but, I truly mean it. Just thinking about everything in my life there has never been anything that has made me feel this way on such a scale. You know what, I think this whole thing has been the first time I have just acted on my true feelings and gut... I never do that, it's always in my head first and foremost but this time I went with what my feelings were saying.

Well that's all I've got for now as far as news goes and what not if anyone is still even reading these things... I've got some cleaning to do now my parents are slobs and I have to clean up after them oh joy /sarcasm