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omg guys I did it again! It's been like a frakin week since I last updated my blog ugh I am so damn slack!
Well these past 6 days have been glorious and I really wish they didn't end but there is nothing to be done about it so I won't pout!
So I totally hate suprises but I got the best one EVER wed. night!!! My muffin came down a day early I was so excited and happy that I freaking squealed like a little girl when I ran up to hug him XD Then we spent all the rest of the time until this afternoon today hanging out, snuggling, wrestling, romping, playing video games,and watching cartoons. I don't think you could have found a happier girl on this Earth!
So after some serious contemplation I think that I'm going to finish out my time at COA instead of transferring to Pitt and moving to Greenville. Moving there is taking me way too far out of my comfort zone all at once, I also don't know what the job situation is like there and a lot of my friends say it's crap there. At least here I've got a great paycheck and a steady job with the postal system. There is too much uncertainty in moving to Greenville with the job thing, not knowing the area at all, no vehicle, I could room with my old best friend but I think she's into partying which I'm not... I've decided that I'm going to stay here as much as I've hated on this place it's the only place I feel really comfortable with and almost like it's my home. I cried a little today when I thought about being so far away from the water it really hurt... the idea of being landlocked creeps me out a little.
I guess if everything works out I'll be rooming with my muffin! I'm pretty damn excited about it to be perfectly honest The reason why I wanted to move to Greenville was so I could get out of my parents house but I couldn't afford rent here on my own but now that it seems he's moving back to the beach I can stay here and have a reliable person to share rent with... huzzah everyone wins!
OH yeah and then my ex got back into town sunday evening... well today he sent me a FB message asking me if I wanted to talk. I was really nervous about it because I wasn't sure if I was walking right into a fight or not. Turns out he really did just want to talk so it all went fine and granted it was really weird things went well. He has certainly changed quite a bit since I last talked to him and I didn't really know what to do with it all. He def. grew as a person and matured a lot and I'm really happy for it, I had hoped that he would. So at least now things will be less awkward if we run into each other in some random social situation.
Well I'm sleepy got a rough day of work tomorrow!
omg guys I did it again! It's been like a frakin week since I last updated my blog ugh I am so damn slack!
Well these past 6 days have been glorious and I really wish they didn't end but there is nothing to be done about it so I won't pout!
So I totally hate suprises but I got the best one EVER wed. night!!! My muffin came down a day early I was so excited and happy that I freaking squealed like a little girl when I ran up to hug him XD Then we spent all the rest of the time until this afternoon today hanging out, snuggling, wrestling, romping, playing video games,and watching cartoons. I don't think you could have found a happier girl on this Earth!
So after some serious contemplation I think that I'm going to finish out my time at COA instead of transferring to Pitt and moving to Greenville. Moving there is taking me way too far out of my comfort zone all at once, I also don't know what the job situation is like there and a lot of my friends say it's crap there. At least here I've got a great paycheck and a steady job with the postal system. There is too much uncertainty in moving to Greenville with the job thing, not knowing the area at all, no vehicle, I could room with my old best friend but I think she's into partying which I'm not... I've decided that I'm going to stay here as much as I've hated on this place it's the only place I feel really comfortable with and almost like it's my home. I cried a little today when I thought about being so far away from the water it really hurt... the idea of being landlocked creeps me out a little.
I guess if everything works out I'll be rooming with my muffin! I'm pretty damn excited about it to be perfectly honest
The reason why I wanted to move to Greenville was so I could get out of my parents house but I couldn't afford rent here on my own but now that it seems he's moving back to the beach I can stay here and have a reliable person to share rent with... huzzah everyone wins!
OH yeah and then my ex got back into town sunday evening... well today he sent me a FB message asking me if I wanted to talk. I was really nervous about it because I wasn't sure if I was walking right into a fight or not. Turns out he really did just want to talk so it all went fine and granted it was really weird things went well. He has certainly changed quite a bit since I last talked to him and I didn't really know what to do with it all. He def. grew as a person and matured a lot and I'm really happy for it, I had hoped that he would. So at least now things will be less awkward if we run into each other in some random social situation.
Well I'm sleepy got a rough day of work tomorrow!
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glad eveything is going well tho