Yah I am married, it was so much fun even though I missed having Ironwill and Xavery with us...... 
We have alot of great pictures and hey I got to do alot of shopping 
Now I have 6 weeks to get ready for my new house I really feel like the luckiest girl in the world these days...
Xavery says....
I am kind of sad (I feel like I lost a friend)I spent a lot of time on SGand mostly I am pissed off!!!! SuicideGirls are supposed to beand I quote thisunique, strong, sexy, and confident women..but apparently they arent allowed an opinion!!!!. In the SuicideGirl group they had this contest for an Epitaph cd cover.Sean posted a pic that was just a rough sketch of what they wanted the cover to look likeRion Vernon will draw it upand then Rion addsthe picture should be spot ontry to nail the hair, lighting and wardrobereference material is very important.
So coolthe cover sketch looked coolpurple wall, with red curtains drawn backthen a lot of candles behind the girlthe girl in the sketch looked instantly like Vanessa to meand lots of other girls. Long dark hair kind of covering one eyeblack wings. It was a cool picture. So we had a couple of weeks to submit thisLOTS of girls participatedand put A LOT of effort into itsome of the pics were beautifuland were like Sean & Rion had asked. Then Posh puts in a couple of picsand Posh is beautiful.her pictures were beautifulbut they were of her standing in front of a white wall.with her arms behind her backshe has short hair. Regardlessit didnt look like the pic!!! So I postedno offense to Poshher pictures are beautiful, as is she butand then I posted the sketch..and what Rion saidand then some question marks and a confused smiley.and then a smiley face. The girl before me had writtenhuh.??? I mean ..yeah
I was far from the only person thinking it, but I guess the only one with the balls to say it!!! Except for the couple of girls who have e-mailed agreeing with me!
This is the e-mail I got from Sean
Hello
My name is Sean and I work for SuicideGirls. I feel like by complaining about our selection of Posh to be on the cover of the CD you are missing the point of SuicideGirls which we do not believe should be about competition or degrading the other women on the sight. I am sorry to tell you we will not be making you a SuicideGirl on the site after all.
sean
Anyways..that is my storyand I think it is FUCKED!!!! I dont think I was rude or degrading to anyone.and they made it a competition
Here is the original e-mail.maybe you will be able to get to the linkwho knows
Hello Suicidegirls
We are looking for interested SuicideGirls to submit a photo to be the cover of our new epitaph compilation coming out this fall. You can read more info here:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SuicideGirls/topics/118955/
And this is from me....FUCK YOU!!!!Kick me off....
Its a good thing all of you strong confident, unique sexy ladies have an opinion!!!! Wasn't there a bill passed in the early 1900's about women's rights????