My speeding ticket was only $200 dollars! phew, that coulda been a hell of alot worse
fucking Yankees though
at least basketball is starting up again so i can root for my perpetual loser team, the Clippers. i can stand it but football is still not my sport...although it's fun staring at those asses
i went hiking yesterday with my folks. i peeded down a...
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fucking Yankees though

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thebulldog:

thebulldog:

i am such a downer, that is why i haven't written in a few
got a speeding ticket in fucking malibu
my parents are moving back to the cesspool known as new orleans
i'm too lazy/too big a pussy to get a new job
you know when yer soooo hungry and haven't eaten all day, when you go past the point of hunger and that...
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got a speeding ticket in fucking malibu
my parents are moving back to the cesspool known as new orleans
i'm too lazy/too big a pussy to get a new job
you know when yer soooo hungry and haven't eaten all day, when you go past the point of hunger and that...
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heracleitus:
She is, though she's leaving tomorrow. Never been here before, it was interesting. How you holding up?
mark_plus_beer:
i got paid by a large bottle of jack daniels , all is well
this evening, i'm going to a friend's "going away to "real" college" party. . .
con: his mom fucking hates me, is always giving me the evil eye, as if i'm corrupting her son
pro: to spite her, i'm gonna drink as much of their fancy liquor as i can stomach!
school and work continue to suck...
filled out some job applications and now i'm...
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con: his mom fucking hates me, is always giving me the evil eye, as if i'm corrupting her son
pro: to spite her, i'm gonna drink as much of their fancy liquor as i can stomach!
school and work continue to suck...
filled out some job applications and now i'm...
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johnnyutahx:
so when are you coming to make a snow angel?
deaddarkstar:
missing you....
on the bright side: my appetite and libido are returning slowly but surely
i feel a lil' bit more like Rachel. boys are a dime a dozen (though real men are damn rare) and life goes on
on the doom and gloom side (warning, bout to bitch...):
my new manager is a fucking tyrant. i jus begun working w/ him this weekend and i'm already...
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on the doom and gloom side (warning, bout to bitch...):
my new manager is a fucking tyrant. i jus begun working w/ him this weekend and i'm already...
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sensoryoverload:
yeah, way too much ash!!
lustrous:
hugzz.. (forget men! lol find ya a good woman :oP)
I am doing okay sweetie... My dad is doing better. He has been staying with me for almost a week now. I personally think he is over doing it.. but you can't tell him anything. (like most men.. and some women.. he thinks he knows it all..lol)
It's a little stressing have'n to deal with him on top of my two lil ones.. but I believe him and that slut he is married to are gonna work things out.. n if they do she is gonna take care of him or I'll beat her ass.
As far as your job.. if you love it.. find a way to get him fired. I had several waitresses fired when I was waiting tables..hehe
so anyway.. I will talk to ya soon sweetie.. imma check on Dad and then try to get some sleep.. he wakes me up all hours of the night trying to get around on that walker.
LaShay
I am doing okay sweetie... My dad is doing better. He has been staying with me for almost a week now. I personally think he is over doing it.. but you can't tell him anything. (like most men.. and some women.. he thinks he knows it all..lol)
It's a little stressing have'n to deal with him on top of my two lil ones.. but I believe him and that slut he is married to are gonna work things out.. n if they do she is gonna take care of him or I'll beat her ass.
As far as your job.. if you love it.. find a way to get him fired. I had several waitresses fired when I was waiting tables..hehe
so anyway.. I will talk to ya soon sweetie.. imma check on Dad and then try to get some sleep.. he wakes me up all hours of the night trying to get around on that walker.


LaShay
thank you for all the adds on myspace. you are all too kind. i dunno bout the myspace thing though, i've already encountered drama....
...with my ex
yeah, my heart is jus cracked right open and i wish i could get outta my head right now
...with my ex
yeah, my heart is jus cracked right open and i wish i could get outta my head right now
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mark_plus_beer:
i do my bit for international relationships

vegasdaddy:
Your bad feelings will fade away, with time , one day at a time.
ok i'm officially pathetic (but y'all already knew that
) i gave in and joined myspace.
i would love to have some friends up in there (hint hint aren't i subtle?)
www.myspace.com/RaaytchHell
thank yous
XOXO

i would love to have some friends up in there (hint hint aren't i subtle?)
www.myspace.com/RaaytchHell
thank yous
XOXO
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tenaciousg3:
Comment whore huh? Explains why you joined MySpace I guess...
Anyway, thanks for the "add" as they say.
MySpace is EVIL!

Anyway, thanks for the "add" as they say.
MySpace is EVIL!

heracleitus:
That's the hope anyways. Then again, would I really care to work with people who don't have a sense of humor (and by sense of humor, I mean find ME funny).
As for MySpace, it's way too complex for me at the moment. After all, it's taken me a year of membership before I became determined to slowly dominate this site. Not that I'm a Luddite, but I like to keep the expotential expansion of information (and stupidity) on the periphery.
As for MySpace, it's way too complex for me at the moment. After all, it's taken me a year of membership before I became determined to slowly dominate this site. Not that I'm a Luddite, but I like to keep the expotential expansion of information (and stupidity) on the periphery.
the worst possible way to start a morning: having a delicious lil' sex dream, the dude is JUS putting it in....and the fucking alarm goes off!
even worse was that it was a Dire Straits song on the radio alarm, i really hate that shit.
Of course, i go back to sleep, hoping to continue the dream, but alas, the moment had passed
When i...
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Of course, i go back to sleep, hoping to continue the dream, but alas, the moment had passed

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velvetknuckles:
I am a virile man.
heracleitus:
Nope. Wallowed in hopelessness all day. However, I went out with an old friend and his buddies to celebrate his birthday tonight and forced a smile for him. After a while, it wasn't forced and after we went to a club on what happened to be gay night, the amusement value of seeing gay well-built Mexican gangbangers getting down and dirty with each other drove any remnants of my melancholy from my mind. Thanks for asking. 


paying onlya dollar for a tiny "jagermeister" beater tanktop...ahhhh as if it were sitting there, jus waiting to be bought by me. i love thrifting; i have forgotten how thrilling it can be to find something extraordinary for soo cheap.
plus i'm proud to rep jager...mmm delish.
the season premiere of "Realtime with Bill Maher" was pretty decent. not as good as last season, but...
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lustrous:
eh.. He'll learn one day..
I am gonna be fine sweety.. everything I'm going thru if for a reason and it only makes me stronger.. ya know
huggzz tight.. hope that you have a wonderful weekend!!
kiss kiss
Shay
I am gonna be fine sweety.. everything I'm going thru if for a reason and it only makes me stronger.. ya know
huggzz tight.. hope that you have a wonderful weekend!!

kiss kiss
Shay
mark_plus_beer:
yes i'm a twat !!

bad news first...
*turns out i'm not gonna go to mexico b/c my sister got fired unfairly from her job and we were gonna go fer free with her office. oh well, they are fucking snobs anyways, they would've been lame to party with. unfortunately for me, i already paid for the passport.
*my restaurant's beloved manager gave his two weeks notice. i need to...
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*turns out i'm not gonna go to mexico b/c my sister got fired unfairly from her job and we were gonna go fer free with her office. oh well, they are fucking snobs anyways, they would've been lame to party with. unfortunately for me, i already paid for the passport.
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lustrous:
awww sweety.. sorry to hear about the trip to Mexico.. I've always wanted to visit there myself.. I worked at a Mexican restaraunt for 5 years.. they were always bringing stuff (and people..lol) back with them. It's a beautiful place. I'm hope'n I have a rich uncle that I dun know about that will one day decided to leave all his money..lol and when that happens I will take ya with me. lol
laffin.. wouldn't that be a hoot.. to see me on BB8..lol I dunno tho.. I might not be as tuff as I think I am.. be missing my kids so freaking much.. cause we have never been apart more than one night.
o0o santa barbara... always wanted to visit there too! You should take some pics and share... eh? Girl... you should have strutted down that pier like it you owned it!
lol.. no really I wouldn't have done it either.. i'm just shy but ur body is like so much hotter than mine..lol Ur 5'8 and 113lbs.. im 5'1 and 165.. yeah see..lol
N about ur question... no my mom no longer lives with me.. she moved back in with her b/f... n as childish as it sounds.. I haven't talked to her much since.
well it is wayyyy past my bed time. (1:38am) soo imma get going.. smoochies
LaShay
laffin.. wouldn't that be a hoot.. to see me on BB8..lol I dunno tho.. I might not be as tuff as I think I am.. be missing my kids so freaking much.. cause we have never been apart more than one night.
o0o santa barbara... always wanted to visit there too! You should take some pics and share... eh? Girl... you should have strutted down that pier like it you owned it!
lol.. no really I wouldn't have done it either.. i'm just shy but ur body is like so much hotter than mine..lol Ur 5'8 and 113lbs.. im 5'1 and 165.. yeah see..lol
N about ur question... no my mom no longer lives with me.. she moved back in with her b/f... n as childish as it sounds.. I haven't talked to her much since.
well it is wayyyy past my bed time. (1:38am) soo imma get going.. smoochies
LaShay
element_103:
Yeppers, you'd think that living in Texas would bring out some of the best BBQ joints. Seems that they are spread far apart except for metro cities, where most of them are national franchise food chains instead of original fare. Now down in Austin they do have a bit of a variety of original tastes, if you're ever that direction (flights, roadtrips, etc.).
fresh tar
Pacific Ocean
fields of scallions
fertilizer
jizz
McDonalds Deluxe Breakfast (<--many tantalizing odors)
smog
ahh my nose has had quite an interesting day smelling things!
my brother is visiting this weekend!!
but he has Athlete's Foot...that dirty bastard is not using my shower, he can hose off in frontyard
i have heard that that shit is way contagious. true?
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Pacific Ocean
fields of scallions
fertilizer
jizz
McDonalds Deluxe Breakfast (<--many tantalizing odors)
smog
ahh my nose has had quite an interesting day smelling things!
my brother is visiting this weekend!!


but he has Athlete's Foot...that dirty bastard is not using my shower, he can hose off in frontyard

i have heard that that shit is way contagious. true?
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sunshine:
Thanks for the compliment on my set!!! I'm glad you think it was worth the wait
and also...thank you so much for making me one of your favorites!! That means a lot considering the 1300 girls you have to choose from
xoxo
Sunshine


xoxo
Sunshine
dragonnyc:
i dont really feel that healthy, just skinny. i always felt better when i was working out with weights.
would you date a guy my age?
would you date a guy my age?