racerx1981

Why is it so hard to hold onto the good memories of my ex-wife? All I can remember are the bad ones that just upset me or disgust me. i mean it just isn't right. I know I had a lot of good times with her, but none of them come to mind. All that comes into my head when I think about her is the day she told me that she didn't think we should be married any more, and they day I found out that she is "dating" my cousin. Oh Well I guess is what I should be saying about it, but you know the odd thing is, even after all that... I am still in love with her, I know I could never EVER be with her again, my own choice, but I still love her so much. Well i guess if you have made it this far in my journal you are a friend already and know most of this shit, so i will shut up now. i am going to go to the mall and get a new ear ring.