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I think about the future a lot.

What I can do now to improve my quality of life in the coming months and years... being more deliberate and focused on my decisions. On the other side of the coin, it also makes me think about upcoming events that I dread (i.e. my 28th birthday, the infamous "anniversary", etc). Dwelling on that crap has made me feel rather 'bleh' lately. Every year as those days come up on the calendar, I think to myself "This time it'll be different. This year I'll have a good time and finally have some good memories attached to those days."

None so far, son.
Believe it or not, I was born a hopeless optimist. No matter how pragmatic I try to be, that ol' idyllic mode of thinking kicks me in the beanbag whenever I'm too blue. Quite ironic, really. So yeah... 303 days remaining to make it worthwhile.

I think I need a party cat.

RANDOM INTERNET BULLSHIT

Happy Anniversary, TIME Magazine.

MAN, this is one dreary Hump Day blog. Apologies.
Here... have some kung-fu porn.

p.s. Thanks Reid for introducing me to Presentism. My brain will take some time to adjust.
p.p.s. Thanks Dorsal for convincing my brain that I'll be getting a reverse gangbang sometime in my life. haha