I quit smoking as of 3PM yesterday and while it is probably the best thing I can do for myself right now.... I FUCKING HATE IT!!! I've been smoking since I was 13 years old so it's not something that's easy for me to quit. smoking is probably the worst of all the addictions I've had! At least the hardest to quit. I don't know...
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So much for relaxing this week! I spent the last 2 days cleaning my house and sorting thru computer/audio equipment. Anybody need about 20GB of old EDO RAM??? How bout a dual Pentium II server with 128MB tape backup? I've got 4 of them! Useless crap all over this house! I've even got a half dozen HP laser printers! The good news is I can...
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oldsarge:
Wow, I can understand a home end-user being ignorant to a point. I don't understand a commercial venture being ignorant after education about security. Charge them double?
Don't service them again? The dilemma for the pro is, do you kill the goose that laid the golden egg? Or, you can argue,
isn't this who we're in business for? Trouble-shooting is real satisfying, but corporate ignorance/indifference is super-frustrating.
I love it-
Better them than you.
Don't service them again? The dilemma for the pro is, do you kill the goose that laid the golden egg? Or, you can argue,
isn't this who we're in business for? Trouble-shooting is real satisfying, but corporate ignorance/indifference is super-frustrating.
I love it-
oldsarge:
OK, did 5 hours tonight cleaning up that friend's computer. Gateway's restoration disks, thankfully, let me, fdisk,format hard drive and re-install Win ME[don't say it]-then I put on Firefox, got her back on the 'net-then loaded a new fresh copy of IE6sp1 [from an AOL disc-damn things are good for something]-but prededed all that with re-install of McAfee AV, and ZoneAlarm-whew-I'm beat. tried HiJackThis-but even it couldn't clean up the mess the trojan/virus/worm had made-
I'm really enjoying my time off! I slept till 2PM today! I haven't been able to do that in a long time. I just finished reading another book by Chuck Palahniuk called Survivor,, took me only a daya nd a half cuz I couldn't put it down. I love the way he writes. Let's see... This evening I hung out with some Philly friends I...
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datsun:
Just dropping by to tell you:
Happy Valentine's Day!
Happy Valentine's Day!
I just realized I had hardly spent any time here this week, that's not cool! I've been insanely busy trying to finish the jobs I have going right now so I can collect final payments and go on vacation. I spent yesterday in manhattan dealing with a new computer virus that just hit. Some idiot put al the computers in this store on the internet...
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1stxer:
Well I have not spent as much time as usual on SG this week but thats phuking fine with me .. hope your vacation goes well guy.
I've successfuly managed to isolate for almost 2 entire days! Aside from a trip to the storage unit this morning to pick up another box of cds, I haven't left the house. I am a complete ass for talking to my ex when I shouldn't be.. Only thing that comes out of it is pain anyway.. Why do I still do it? Maybe I really...
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I suck! I was supposed to make it out to northern liberties for a SG local event, but I got stuck on a tech support call! Aside from the work related unpleasantness, I had a pretty good night. Went over to fix a friends computer and ended up going out to dinner with her afterward. I guess I'm just easy to please, but al I...
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1stxer:
Seems like any SG events in my area are always on a night when I have to be up early the next day .. now that sucks. Maybe though things will change later on.
What a long few days... I got back from NYC earlier this evening, but I'm just getting home now. NYC sucked, worked long hours and had problems with one of the clients. Too make a long story short.. I worked untill the wee hours of the morning to sort everything out and now it's fine.
I had a really good night in Philly. Met a...
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I feel a lot better today for some reason... not sure exactly why, but it sure beats the way I was feeling yesterday. I suspect that it's got something to do with the fact that I'm not all up in my head! (My head can be a scary place) Anyway.. I love the way music can change whatever mood I'm in. I woke up at...
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lillithvain:
I'm just dropping by to say hello.
I really need to get out of Philly for a while. Well.. maybe just this house.. Being depressed makes it more difficult to be here, but I guess it is the perfect place to isolate.. I've been doing paperwork, working on my website, and listening to Johnny Cash for the last few hours. I haven't taken a single call today which is not like me...
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imfrickincold:
Thanks for that. I guess we're going through the same thing... but i understand about holding on just because you've been together for so long. i feel like that's what im doing, but it's nearly impossible to know for sure until after it's all over. keep ya head up. 
datsun:
Any time a person leaves your life after being such a big part of it, you will feel sad. The fact that you broke it off may even make you feel guilty about being responsible for her absence in your life. It's just hard to feel like a big cunk of your life is missing, whether the breakup was necessary or not. I hope you try to keep busy and not dwell on it, or if you are thinking about it, think about the ways this will be positive in your life. Good luck.
I'm in a really shitty mood tonight... I just did something rather painful.. Finaly broke it of with the GF for good.. long overdue, but still painful! We were driving eachother crazy for a long time, but we both just kept hanging on. I dunno.. not much else to say other than I'm in a lot of pain about it, yet somehow I feel relieved..
datsun:
you have my sympathy. transitioning out of a relationship always sucks, even if it's time to go.
eden1:
letting go of things that are familiar can be so hard...even if they are not what you need in your life. they are still there and without them is the sense of loneliness...which is good and bad at the same time. (freedom and fear juggling themselves out) just remeber that we are here for you...your friends, thats is.
let me know kow it goes.
let me know kow it goes.
be sure not to be too hard on yourself. if your resolve weakens and you light up, don't think that you're unable to do this or give up.
let me know when you need support and I'm happy to give it to you...