r0nin47

I really wish I would have stayed in bed today! This day just keeps on getting worse! It's one of those days where anything that can possibly go wrong has gone wrong.. Apparently certain clients think that it's acceptable to have me do thousands of dollars of work for them and not pay me for over 2 months! This wouldn't be so bad except for the fact that EVERYONE is doing this to me right now! I was supposed to have collected over 7 thousand dollars already! WTF!!!! I'm not Bill fucking Gates! I can't afford not to get paid on time for the work I do! I have bills that are now past due as a result of this shit! I'm in danger of loosing my insurance right now, if that happens I'll be totally screwed! No one else will insure me because of a pre-existing condition, so I have to keep this insurance! In the two years I've had this company, things have never been this fucking messed up!

I thought I'd do some little stuff this week to make up some extra cash, but the smaller clients are harder to pin down to any sort of set time! It's like I just can't fucking win today! I've made at least 30 phone calls since 9AM and none of them were good. The only bright spot in an otherwise dark day has been the call from a good potential client. I'm just hoping I get that going ASAP! I feel really stupid running out to check the mailbox every 20 minutes to see if there are checks in it! I hate being this stressed out! No relief, just more stress!

Ok, I'm done ranting for now... Time to go downtown and harass clients who owe me money!