r0nin47

I suck! I smoked 3 cigarettes today!!! I don't think I can quit all at once.. Hmmm... aside from that... dealing with some major shit right now and not handling it as well as I should be. Without getting into too much detail, basically what happened resulted in me losing all respect/trust in someone very close to me. Those of you who are familiar with the sponsor/sponsee relationship in recovery will understand. I've decided to wait, rather than explode on him which is what would happen if I confronted him right now. Basically what it comes down too is that I need a new sponsor and I'm not thrilled about it. Well.. enough about that shit..

I met someone really cool this week, had one of those conversations with her that last untill the wee hours of the morning. I have to admit that I haven't met anyone like her in a long time. I guess we'll see how it goes. I won't be spending much time in the city this week because I fucked up my ankle while running to catch a cab. (long story) I really need to finish up these 2 jobs I'm doing, get paid, and get the fuck outta here for a month! I can't wait to see my friends in Arizona and meet some new ones in California while I'm there. Well, that's about it for now.. I need sleep very badly.