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r0nin47

Chicago IL.

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Wednesday Feb 23, 2005

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I suck! I smoked 3 cigarettes today!!! I don't think I can quit all at once.. Hmmm... aside from that... dealing with some major shit right now and not handling it as well as I should be. Without getting into too much detail, basically what happened resulted in me losing all respect/trust in someone very close to me. Those of you who are familiar with the sponsor/sponsee relationship in recovery will understand. I've decided to wait, rather than explode on him which is what would happen if I confronted him right now. Basically what it comes down too is that I need a new sponsor and I'm not thrilled about it. Well.. enough about that shit..

I met someone really cool this week, had one of those conversations with her that last untill the wee hours of the morning. I have to admit that I haven't met anyone like her in a long time. I guess we'll see how it goes. I won't be spending much time in the city this week because I fucked up my ankle while running to catch a cab. (long story) I really need to finish up these 2 jobs I'm doing, get paid, and get the fuck outta here for a month! I can't wait to see my friends in Arizona and meet some new ones in California while I'm there. Well, that's about it for now.. I need sleep very badly.
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lillithvain:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
Feb 23, 2005
eden1:
quitting anything is hard but you have come this far and you will make it beyond this. as far as your sponsor thing goes - thats something that can totally screw with a person and make them do things that they dont want to...im sorry it happened...but at least YOU are still in a good spot aside from the smokes.

i hope things get better for you soon. kiss
Feb 27, 2005

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