Sunday Jan 30, 2005

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I'm in a really shitty mood tonight... I just did something rather painful.. Finaly broke it of with the GF for good.. long overdue, but still painful! We were driving eachother crazy for a long time, but we both just kept hanging on. I dunno.. not much else to say other than I'm in a lot of pain about it, yet somehow I feel relieved..
datsun:
frown you have my sympathy. transitioning out of a relationship always sucks, even if it's time to go.
eden1:
letting go of things that are familiar can be so hard...even if they are not what you need in your life. they are still there and without them is the sense of loneliness...which is good and bad at the same time. (freedom and fear juggling themselves out) just remeber that we are here for you...your friends, thats is.

let me know kow it goes.

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