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Tuesday Jan 28, 2003

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i'm beginning to come to terms with the fact that i will never actually love myself.
it doesn't matter what others say or do for me.
i know there are others that express adoration and such for me, but i still see myself as a totally and hopelessly flawed individual.
i went out tonight, and dressed up to make myself feel better.
i had fun, but i still felt like i was missing something.
i reread "brave new world" over the weekend, and it really struck me again. i got goosebumps as i read it, and i was reminded as to why it is one of my favorite books.
it posits a few questions that i constantly struggle with in my life.
i'll write about them later...
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krista:
You can love yourself. But I'll admit that it took me the entire decade of my 20's to figure out how. Don't give up on it.
Jan 28, 2003
tinfoilhalo:
One thing that you need to realize is that we're ALL totally and hopelessly flawed . The picture of perfection that society makes us strive for is IMPOSSIBLE to live up to . You just can't be perfect , ever .

You don't have to love yourself . Hell , I barely even LIKE myself , you have to just try to accept what you are . That's the real trick . That doesn't mean you can't change , or become something different . You have to accept what you are , no matter WHAT you are . Confusing???? Yep . Still inherently true though . wink

Take Care . smile
Jan 28, 2003

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