Sunday Feb 02, 2003

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i want greasy salty french fries!#!@!
oink oink oink
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krista:
Recruit someone and we'll get started! I love the profile pic.
ikilledpinky:
that shit is bad for you, unless you got parasites, then yo ujust make them happier and greedier

Thursday Jan 30, 2003

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falling fearlessly, a tongue tumble
from a height like a building's precipice
faster and fiercer than the speed of consciousness--
invisible yet seen aurally, but not music
the collision with face was imminent;
the reaction equal or greater than the action of sound

what was the result?
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kira:
sorry we didn't stop by but we didn't get back until 10:30 so you were already out of work.
suoda:
that is an incredible profile picture. the warmth emerging from that it is amazing. elvish to the max.

Wednesday Jan 29, 2003

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today was my first day as a coffee whore. i always hate first days, as i always feel lost and moronic as i learn things. my coworkers seem really nice and cool, however.
i work with kira's boyfriend, though, and he's already trying to ruin my reputation. wink
i think i'm applying for another job this weekend. then i will be a coffee whore and an...
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suoda:
and i am the poor sap that will come into the coffee shop with the raggy clothes and unshaven face and ask for a cappuccino. ahhh... i too am a coffee whore, except i don't even get to be like you and serve it, i am just the slut who takes it.
misere:
Apparently next week we're getting a new Yvonne at work. Maybe you could come in and see if you can make her cry, too. smile

Extra bonus points if you make the guy who took my office break down in tears...

Tuesday Jan 28, 2003

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"Knowledge was the highest good, truth the supreme value; all the rest was secondary and subordinate. True, ideas were beginning to change even then. Our Ford himself did a great deal to shift the emphasis from truth and beauty to comfort and happiness. Mass production demanded the shift. Universal happiness keeps the wheels steadily turning; truth and beauty can't. And, of course, whenever the masses...
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ikilledpinky:
thats the shit
demigauge:
you know i would much rather have knowledge/beauty/truth cause those are the things that make you look at life and change it to the way you want to get to happyness..right? without those where would we be?

to me just being happy/lack of worries and blissful ignorance is boring....you loose the sice in life..

Tuesday Jan 28, 2003

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i'm beginning to come to terms with the fact that i will never actually love myself.
it doesn't matter what others say or do for me.
i know there are others that express adoration and such for me, but i still see myself as a totally and hopelessly flawed individual.
i went out tonight, and dressed up to make myself feel better.
i had fun,...
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krista:
You can love yourself. But I'll admit that it took me the entire decade of my 20's to figure out how. Don't give up on it.
tinfoilhalo:
One thing that you need to realize is that we're ALL totally and hopelessly flawed . The picture of perfection that society makes us strive for is IMPOSSIBLE to live up to . You just can't be perfect , ever .

You don't have to love yourself . Hell , I barely even LIKE myself , you have to just try to accept what you are . That's the real trick . That doesn't mean you can't change , or become something different . You have to accept what you are , no matter WHAT you are . Confusing???? Yep . Still inherently true though . wink

Take Care . smile

Saturday Jan 25, 2003

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i'm back from harrisburg. it wasn't too terribly bad, but i'm glad to be in pittsburgh again. my kitty missed me.
i feel a little sick, but i want to go out tonight.
oh well, we'll see how i feel after a nappy nap.
i watched "son of kong" last night, and it was actually really amusing. it had adorable capuchin monkeys in it playing...
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holdensolo:
Sure! The more the merrier! SG-Pittsburgh rocks!
demigauge:
*poke poke*

Wednesday Jan 22, 2003

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i'm a coffee whooooore!!!
smile biggrin oink miao!! tongue kiss bok love
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mike11:
If I come up to PA will you give me a free cup ?
demigauge:
choco late milk weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tuesday Jan 21, 2003

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so, last night was crazy.
there are several places you can go to read an account of what happened.
boards
tinfoilhalo
krista
Hel
apparently, i'm a bad influence, and my charms are irresistable. confused
i still can't believe i made $3 and stayed fully clothed. i almost made back the cost of the 2 half-priced long-island iced teas i drank.
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glamerdork:
I miss all the fun.
demigauge:
hmm..maype i should get a bar and dance..maybe i will get some extra money that way...hmmmmmmmm...nahhhhhhhhhhhh

Monday Jan 20, 2003

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people, martin luther king day is to celebrate mlk jr.'s birth, not his assasination. if you care to know when he died, he died in april. please look it up.
it's like saying we celebrate christmas, because that's the day that jesus died.
not to sound blasphemous, but i would much rather have people be correct about mlk than jesus.
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midget madness was fun....
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destro:
you are cute with whatever color hair ya have, sweetie.
had a blast last night. hope your not feeling too hungover.
krista:
You look cute with black hair...but let's cut some bangs. Do you trust me?

Sunday Jan 19, 2003

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i finally got mac os 10.2 to work with my wireless. hooray.
i'm addicted to krispy kreme warm glazed donuts.
i kind of like my new black hair thing, because now i can wear any color i want. this means old clothes and make-up can be utilized again, and it feels like i just acquired new stuff because they were neglected for so long.
i...
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grayblue:
i didn't know you could still get a job reading bumps on the noggin.
suoda:
Ah, the joys of 10.2. They seem to be endless. I find new reasons to worship it daily. I have debated dying my hair black for a long time now and I still have yet to do it. Maybe someday... we'll see. The possibilities of black are terrific.

Thursday Jan 16, 2003

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so, apparently i didn't get the job with hel because the manager that interviewed me thinks i sound like a 12 year old.
gah.
damn it. i do NOT sound 12, i only LOOK 12. tongue
i'm going to go apply to work for the man today.

p.s. FECK YEAH! i'm now the proud owner of a cthulhu t-shirt.
i love mister_sunshine.
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mister_sunshine:
Oh good, you received it. Glad you like it. smile
snag:
speaking of midget madness -- we have midget wrestling coming up here in a few days. damn, i hope i didn't miss it....

Tuesday Jan 14, 2003

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last night i danced on top of a bar with a cute girl named sunny and a midget to madonna and then the song lady marmalade.
i may have photographic evidence to prove this is reality and not some weird concoction of a dream. atleast my reality is fun, as opposed to the terror of the apocalypse that was evidenced in my rainbow brite dream....
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cozybear:
I adore your pic. The whole neck/collarbone/shoulder area just might be the prettiest thing about girls.
hel:
you don't owe me anything, but yeah it was fun.... we should hang out again soon. smile
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