'this the day after ground hogs day and there is that post holiday let down.....also, one year ago my mother died. it is a melancholy day for me as a result. she lived a long life that was not the easiest, but always took things in stride and complained little. despite having many years with her as well as many tears, fears and fights i miss her presence. still have not totally dealt with her apartment and possessions.
kind of feel like going out and cutting loose tonight, but then i don't think i would be the best of company.
feel like stuffing myself with comfort food and alcohol or maybe some other substance. however, i will probably stay home and keep reading a great but depressing book.
there sure are a lot of people out there who believe weird shit that is totally destructive to the logevity of society and peace among men. i tend to be spiritual,, but religions give a lot of lip service to how to live in peace, but they are such a divisive source historically.
there is such a backlash among so many people toward the Enlightenment and people who hold secular and enlightened ideas. it all gets back to fear and sadly fear rules most of us and therefor the world.
i cannot stand watching or listening to geo w., but apparently according to word counters he used the words freedom and terrorism more than any others last night. the 9/11 events created such a great opportunity to control society through fear peddling.
if you listen carefully to people and your friends you will see so much of there conversation is veiled references to fear. things they tell you not to do or how to do it. often expressions are made with the qualifier "i'm afraid...." or the caution "be careful" enters the sentence.
i also have a friend who is in his mid-40's(this really is young) who has stomach cancer and will die any day now.
airfare to paris is very cheap. i am trying to enlist someone fun in an adventure. a long weekend in paris to forget some of the realities of our lives. the years are passing and paris is calling!
kind of feel like going out and cutting loose tonight, but then i don't think i would be the best of company.
feel like stuffing myself with comfort food and alcohol or maybe some other substance. however, i will probably stay home and keep reading a great but depressing book.
there sure are a lot of people out there who believe weird shit that is totally destructive to the logevity of society and peace among men. i tend to be spiritual,, but religions give a lot of lip service to how to live in peace, but they are such a divisive source historically.
there is such a backlash among so many people toward the Enlightenment and people who hold secular and enlightened ideas. it all gets back to fear and sadly fear rules most of us and therefor the world.
i cannot stand watching or listening to geo w., but apparently according to word counters he used the words freedom and terrorism more than any others last night. the 9/11 events created such a great opportunity to control society through fear peddling.
if you listen carefully to people and your friends you will see so much of there conversation is veiled references to fear. things they tell you not to do or how to do it. often expressions are made with the qualifier "i'm afraid...." or the caution "be careful" enters the sentence.
i also have a friend who is in his mid-40's(this really is young) who has stomach cancer and will die any day now.
airfare to paris is very cheap. i am trying to enlist someone fun in an adventure. a long weekend in paris to forget some of the realities of our lives. the years are passing and paris is calling!
I definately think Paris would be good medicine, but I don't know what the heck Harry Lime is...
So, how is that paris trip coming along?