quietantrum

so yeah...i'm freaking out about work cause i'm scheduled to work at 3 am one day and 11:30 the next day and various other crappy hours ....nothing that allowes me to get a decent nights sleep for the next 2 weeks. and i usually sleep about 9 hrs a night! i love sleep. all that on top of having mandatory overtime-6 days a week and often up to 12 days straight before a day off. bullshit. its a easy crappy job, but damn! i needs mah sleep!!! oh well. i can complain or search for a new job. take it or leave it.
other then that jesse has some big oppertunities arising that i hope will get us the fuck outta dodge. his dad got a promotion and he and mom will be moving to DC which means that the 5th wheel that they are living in now will be able for jesse and i to have. so we could either find a lot for it here, his parents may buy some property here that they will build theor retirement home on and we may be able to have it there, or we may move to orgegon and have it to live in there. jesse may go to work for a guy doin auto body and interior work for semi's, and i could find a job doing whatever. nothing is definate.....and because of the way things go for me i am going to assume that nothing will change and they will continue in their crappy manner so as to avoid the pain of dissapointment. but we'll see. and now i must go because i have to get up at 3:30 ish this morn for work and iwll be lucky to get 5 hrs of sleep. taa taa!