It's been tough, not gonna lie. I used to think I was a loner, but been socially distant by own choice is one thing, and this lockdown it's something else completely. It's finally getting to me.
Last week I was in a really dark place. Started to play with nefarious thoughts again. Fortunately and thanks to therapy, now I can identify those episodes and control them better; but it's still though. I didn't realized how much I feed from human interaction until now; to the point that I not only miss my friends and family, I miss my clients and students. , my roomie moved out so I'm alone in my apartment; but that's not necesarily a bad thing. I regained access to my terrace and spend the whole weekend just snacking and binging netflix naked, and that's always relaxing :D
But I do miss tattoing and doing shibari, and, of course, playing with my mates.
Hope this ends soon.
How are you doing?
