450 am
I love those sleeps that even your sleeping patterns, mine has been all screwed up since this weekend, and last night I came home, took almost a 4 hours nap, got up, stayed up for 3 more hours, then went to bed at almost 1.
It sounds silly to say, but but my oldest friend in the world, lives in Oregon, and is/has been trying to hook me up with her cousin for a while now, so last night, we finally started on here, (gotta love the internet) and we talked for almost 2 hours, had a really good conversation. Now I have known this girl since she was like 11 or something like that, and now shes 24, and its wierd, how the cirlce comes back around, and I find interst in someone that I havent seen in at least 7 years.
Lifes funny like that..Im listening to mudvayne again, did I mention that I really fucking enjoy this album?
its very very intense, but very melancholy at the same time, its has really fitten the mood that I have been in for a while..
Here is part of the lyrics that I posted the other night, not the entire song, ust the end..
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or darkness, I've had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone, or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(calling your names)
Away from the stones
(throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
I'm running away,
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
Away from the space
(hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(calling your names)
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
He fucking goes off here, and it gives me chills, its like, hes telling the world to fuck off, that its not about them anymore, its about him, and thats so how I feel, here is another passage from the same song, that hits home too..
Don't want any part of depression or darkness, I've had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone, or I'm gone
Its almost like, your stuck in this fucking head storm, and your tired of it, your tired of being rained, or reigned on, however you want to look at it, and the sun is all you want to see.
Okay songs are over, I just turned the tv on to see what the weather was like, and I forgot that it was on channel 20, upn for those of you not in colorado, and there was this little person, trying to tell me how to make money in this infomerrcial, how fucking scary is that?
Okay Off to work, Im off my soapbox, and its all real well, and yes, that was a play on words from a manson song, if you want to know which one, drop me a line....
Ciao
Did you know that most Americans overinflate their tires?
I love those sleeps that even your sleeping patterns, mine has been all screwed up since this weekend, and last night I came home, took almost a 4 hours nap, got up, stayed up for 3 more hours, then went to bed at almost 1.
It sounds silly to say, but but my oldest friend in the world, lives in Oregon, and is/has been trying to hook me up with her cousin for a while now, so last night, we finally started on here, (gotta love the internet) and we talked for almost 2 hours, had a really good conversation. Now I have known this girl since she was like 11 or something like that, and now shes 24, and its wierd, how the cirlce comes back around, and I find interst in someone that I havent seen in at least 7 years.
Lifes funny like that..Im listening to mudvayne again, did I mention that I really fucking enjoy this album?
its very very intense, but very melancholy at the same time, its has really fitten the mood that I have been in for a while..
Here is part of the lyrics that I posted the other night, not the entire song, ust the end..
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or darkness, I've had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone, or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(calling your names)
Away from the stones
(throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
I'm running away,
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
Away from the space
(hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(calling your names)
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
He fucking goes off here, and it gives me chills, its like, hes telling the world to fuck off, that its not about them anymore, its about him, and thats so how I feel, here is another passage from the same song, that hits home too..
Don't want any part of depression or darkness, I've had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone, or I'm gone
Its almost like, your stuck in this fucking head storm, and your tired of it, your tired of being rained, or reigned on, however you want to look at it, and the sun is all you want to see.
Okay songs are over, I just turned the tv on to see what the weather was like, and I forgot that it was on channel 20, upn for those of you not in colorado, and there was this little person, trying to tell me how to make money in this infomerrcial, how fucking scary is that?
Okay Off to work, Im off my soapbox, and its all real well, and yes, that was a play on words from a manson song, if you want to know which one, drop me a line....
Ciao
Did you know that most Americans overinflate their tires?
That way not only would you not have to worry about overinflating your tires but accidents would be way less severe and really quite amusing.