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Saturday Apr 05, 2003

Apr 5, 2003
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Always
Noted on my time
A little left I'm centered now
Reflect
As I realize
That all I
Need is to find
The little bit about to sit like the sun like a star in the sky
It just makes
Enough
Cast the stars in me

I
I stand
Not crawling
Not falling down
I
I'll beat
The demons
That drag me down
I
I stand
(For nothing)
Not crawling
(Descending)
Not falling down
(Your nothing in the end)
I
I'll bleed
(For no one)
The demons
(But myself)
That pull me down
(For me and no one else)

Goodbye
Sunshine
I put it out again
Sun
I'm over
The sanelities
Convicting
I dont need you
Or anyone by me
I'll just be
Living my own life
I feel like growing cynical
Infecting
I feel alive and sharper
Turn on the lime
Planted on myself to sit like the seed in the comforts of every
Just makes
Enough
What you think isn't me

[Chorus]

Come play kill
(Refuse my to fall, today refuse my shadow)
Stone cold will
(Refuse to need this, refuse to follow)
Bitter pills
(Refuse to be this, refuse to swallow, I feel godless)
Come play
Come play god
Test me
Test me
Test me
Test me
Test me

I
I stand
(For nothing)
Not crawling
(Descending)
Not falling down
(Your nothing in the end)
I
I'll bleed
(For no one)
The demons
(But myself)
Mudvayne
Im sitting here, like a catapiller in a coccon, waiting to bust out of my shell, this song, has me fucking hooked, literally, I could listen to it over and over, its like therre is this fucking little monster inside me, thats like, okay fucker, lets go, lets get out of this fucking shell, and FLY, get the fuck away from here, smack someone, anything, just not this, I am soo fucking good at ignoring the obvious, and putting everything to the side and not doing anything about it, and this little monster, wants to play, and I know that im not that good with children.....
Im not complaining about my life, Im far more happier then I have been in years, but something is missing, like that one piece you need to bring the puzzle together, and cant seem to find it amongst the other ones on the table, even though you have looked a hundred times.


Maybe its time to walk away from the puzzle and take a rest, and maybe, when I get back, the piece will be right in front of me, and I was just stuck in the moment, and couldnt see it earlier..
gingerlilly:
no comment!
damn paparazi
Apr 6, 2003

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