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Beating the fall
I cant help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...(lives [x7])

Fearing to fall and
Still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We dont know?

We fall in space,
We can't look down,
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive,
Am I asleep?
Or have I died

(Wanting Peace)
We fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down,
Death may come,
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life,
Am I asleep?
We fall down.

We come to this place
Falling through time,
Living a hollow life,
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs,
Hollow lives...

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We dont know? [x2]

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace I have found

1200 pm, I dont know what the date is...
Im waiting for friends to show up, gotta get out of the house, and I decided to put on a Korn album for this afternoons listening pleasures...(This morning it was Lous Armstrong, so you know its going to be that kind of day....)
Anyways, I love this song, not that im feeling all down, or that everything is pointless, its just that the progressions in this particular song, gets the heart going...
I realized this morning that I need to drop the pain killers for a while, last night and this morning, things got real wierd. All day yesterday, I didnt take any, and then last night, I took my little coctail, and things were really surreal. (see last nights entry)
Im not even hurting anymore, thats the ironic thing, I mean, its still sore, but at least im getting my mobility back, Im gonna take the crutches out today, so that way, I dont walk on it too much while Im out and about, fishing for trout, like a boy scout, without any clout, or some shit like that........LMAO
When I was in high school, we would call little outbursts like that "festering insantities" its good to have those everyonce and a while, it helps the mind cope....
Ill give you a bit of advice, from the old wise sage that I am...
When your walking down the street, and you trip, and fall, before you do anything else, laugh at yourself first, that way, everyone is laughing with you, and not at you....
Cheers for now