Do you ever want something so fucking bad you can taste it, but haveno fucking clue what it is?
Thats my Life..
If you know how people think, and their habits, its very easy to track them down on the internet, case in point, my ex fiance..
I got this idea today, that I would check the old site that she frequented, and lo and behold, I got her email address. Shes now married, had a kid, and yeah, I knew this already, but I tracked her down on the site, cause I wanted to see if I could get in touch with her via email and whatnot..
After getting her email, I went and smoked a cigerrette, and thought about it. Its been a fucking year since I have seen her, let alone talk to her, and I really dont know why I would want to open that door in the first place, so, although the email address is now stuck in my head, Im not going to use it.
Ive been thinking about it, and I think that we "pine" over our ex loves, cause we want to feel something other than what we are feeling at that time.
Its taken me almost 2 years to get to this point, and why in the fuck would I want to open that wound again.
Cause it is something familier, something other than what I think about, and need to confront, and although its still a bitch to revel in, its not as bad as the other shit..
Im tired of being alone, I miss having someone to talk to, someone to wake up to in the morning, someone to take care of, someone to smile at my stupid jokes, and watch movies with me, and argue with, and call, and and and and and and and....
I miss.......................
I normally ignore these feeling very well, and dont dwell on the shit in my life, cause other than analyzing it, and trying to change it, dwelling on things doesnt do shit..
Okay, thanks for watching, be sure to tune in next week....LOL
This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then
But now you question who I am.
Who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me
thinking all night. About the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an
issue. All day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn
Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
not for me
It's so confusing when I look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.
No
One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again
Thats my Life..
If you know how people think, and their habits, its very easy to track them down on the internet, case in point, my ex fiance..
I got this idea today, that I would check the old site that she frequented, and lo and behold, I got her email address. Shes now married, had a kid, and yeah, I knew this already, but I tracked her down on the site, cause I wanted to see if I could get in touch with her via email and whatnot..
After getting her email, I went and smoked a cigerrette, and thought about it. Its been a fucking year since I have seen her, let alone talk to her, and I really dont know why I would want to open that door in the first place, so, although the email address is now stuck in my head, Im not going to use it.
Ive been thinking about it, and I think that we "pine" over our ex loves, cause we want to feel something other than what we are feeling at that time.
Its taken me almost 2 years to get to this point, and why in the fuck would I want to open that wound again.
Cause it is something familier, something other than what I think about, and need to confront, and although its still a bitch to revel in, its not as bad as the other shit..
Im tired of being alone, I miss having someone to talk to, someone to wake up to in the morning, someone to take care of, someone to smile at my stupid jokes, and watch movies with me, and argue with, and call, and and and and and and and....
I miss.......................
I normally ignore these feeling very well, and dont dwell on the shit in my life, cause other than analyzing it, and trying to change it, dwelling on things doesnt do shit..
Okay, thanks for watching, be sure to tune in next week....LOL
This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then
But now you question who I am.
Who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me
thinking all night. About the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an
issue. All day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn
Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
not for me
It's so confusing when I look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.
No
One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again
ladydeath:
Someone's watching a little to much Doctor Phil. I told you he would rot your brain.
monet:
I feel the same way too!