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I love those sleeps that even your sleeping patterns, mine has been all screwed up since this weekend, and last night I came home, took almost a 4 hours nap, got up, stayed up for 3 more hours, then went to bed at almost 1.
It sounds silly to say, but but my oldest friend in the world, lives in Oregon, and is/has...
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Did any of you ever see the movie, "Run Lola Run", when in the scene, they are laying in bad, and talking, and the boyfriend goes, "blah, blah, blah"?
That fucking scene rocks....

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes,
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too...
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Always
Noted on my time
A little left I'm centered now
Reflect
As I realize
That all I
Need is to find
The little bit about to sit like the sun like a star in the sky
It just makes
Enough
Cast the stars in me

I
I stand
Not crawling
Not falling down
I
I'll beat
The demons
That drag me down
I
I...
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"Close Yet Far"

who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead

close yet far...
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"The battle for Bahgdad, coming up, we'll have full coverage of the war for you", this is what I hear, after spending a half an hour of channel 4, doing a national broadcast, and then it bacame 5 am, an \d so the local news came on. I think that the news thinks, that were so stupid, that we wont notice that they keep on...
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You kill me with your smelly fingers
Your smelly fingers from the sex you had on Christmas Day
And now you say you're feeling guilty
You're feeling guilty 'cos your god was shining on your face
You go to church and light a candle
And then you're blinded by the light from the golden pews
The devil's snapping at your toes now
Because the angels...
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mmmm, gotta love coffee, there isnt anything better first thing in the morning, well, except for sex, but for now coffee will do...
I thought that I had something else witty to say, but I guess not..
Off to work, cheers!

My shadow's

Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna...
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I feel stupid, I just read a friends entry, and here I am complaining about a knee surgery, when someone is concerned with their own existence.
My heart goes out, more then I think that she will ever know, and everybit of my being wants to do something to help, and Im coming up clueless as to what it is that I should do..

First day back after two weeks off of work, and im sooooo fucking sore, its not funny, Im cooking dinner, and after I eat, its time for painkillers, and maybe Vanilla Sky..
Dont ever expect to feel good after knee surgery, I mean, there wansnt even anything wrong with my knee, and Im still sore...
Okay Im bitching, Im done...
Chalk it up as a...
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hmmmmmm