quenten

I hate being allergic to animals... I think cats are the only ones that really affect me which isgood cuz I have an aversion to cats... I lovebunnies and dogs and lots of other animals... I just am not fond of cats.... I think it is a phobia almost....

I can see that it is cute and nice but they still kinda freak me out I am always afraid they might take a swipe or something... its a bit wierd really...

so are the rats white?

oh and btw cats of course love me....

I'm thankful for the handful of people who continue to in some way shape or form tolerate my company.

Happy Turkey Day to you!

Heart...
Attack...
Ensues...

Uh.... *thump*
<lands on floor face down>

"uh, I'm dead..."

[Edited on Nov 29, 2004 3:24PM]

hey lady how goes it its been a few weeks since I said Hi sorry to drop off like that but my connect has been slow so my enthusiasm for the web has been low...

hope you had a good t-giving

is it morning, and are you feeling better?
first, i guess, i am totally with you on what you posted on my 'asexual desires' thread. lots of unrequited love in my teens and even into my current old age. then again, if it's unrequited, maybe it's not love. i really don't believe love is a one way street...
i just decided to fail my geography class, so don't feel too bad about a shitty paper. of course any paper that involve freud can't be good. maybe you can get brownie points for drawing phallic symbols in the margins.
i think my anthro teacher has a crush on me. he said my name about 8 times in class one day and i don't like being singled out. i feel weird not doing that great in his class considering it's one of the best i've taken in my academic "career" (shudder at the word).
nice to hear of another woman "giving up the razor" so to speak. i'm actually kind of disapointed by the number of models on this site that shave. it reminds me too much of mainstream porn. shaved, sleak, airbrushed, not really my thing.
now to listen to my new albums i picked up from the liberry...

Hi.

Chin up! The only time you fail is when you give up! Never give up!

awesome to hear you got your bag back!

and i agree with ya completely with everything you said regarding porn & SG, i couldnt have said it better myself. why do ya think ive been a member her for 2+ years?

so you are a fan of the girls who dont shave huh? me too! there is just something about them... plus seeing girls with even a lil bush, pit hair or even a happy trail seems rare these days, i miss that! so are you going for that look? gonna stop shaving then?

damn, your comment totally turned me on!

Thats crappy about the backpack, but good about the graduation. Fuck ya. I can not wait to go to school. There is nothing more appealing on this earth right now than having an education. What are you taking?

i'm in london and let me tell you i haven't seen much "hate" ... the papers pretty much just bitch about the christian right,,,etc.. but nothing that we haven't heard before and all the stores seem to be playing "rap" music... and the fashions in the "hip" stores tend to be "red-neck" hipster style, and loacl ny style t-shirts like z00-york ,, etc... also everyone seems to be foreigners themselves very weird ... this one bar was playing britney spears videos with \mm anti-bush mosh video and then right into dr.dre snoop doggy... i then went to a metal type bar and everyone looked the same ... i felt like i was back at home///and this is in S\oho..anyways off to paris morrow ,,

sometimes it's hard to see outside of the box when you're stuck inside of it have never been outside of it and something is keeping the lid on. so how do we lift the lid

(above "you" refers not to quenten but to "joe-ima-hardworking-christian")

that lid's on pretty fucking tight, how do we get it off?

and alright, and i agree individuals are accountable, personal responsibility is lacking in mass numbers all around...
did you go to ohio? i didn't.

The first two ideas that come to mind are:
1. Run off to a faraway land and start a colony of US expatriots made up of writers and artists.
2. Begin laying extensive groundwork for a violent revolution by writing inflamatory manifestos and striving to point out all of the ways that current US culture suffocates and kills the very freedoms that we are supposed to be representing to the rest of the world

Staying here and working toward some sort of peaceful betterment of society doesn't strike me as a profitable enterprise right now. There are too many conservatives around with too much power to stand up as a left-wing radical without some sort of strong financial backing. I'm too poor to start a liberal newsletter or to fund any enterprises that could wield some sort of political and or social clout. The bible-thumpers have money and loud stupid voices. I truly am worried that the only way to stop this slide to the extreme right is through violent revolution. Most people here in the states are too stupid, fat and lazy to care about what goes on outside of their living rooms. As long as they have Joey, CSI, Jessica Simpson, Lindsey Lohan, Trick Daddy and all of that pop culture shit to immerse their puerile brains in while they feed like cows on garbage and fast food filled with artificial ingredients and meat products cut from animals so full of chemicals they qualify as toxic waste (sorry, I got on a rant) they won't do shit except sit back and watch the world turn. Our stupid isolationist foreign policy will make pariahs of us all, if it hasn't already and the sheep out here don't give a shit as long as they can graze as consumers in shopping centers drowning their reality in a sea of mindless, repetitive distraction.
I have little faith left in the human race. I believe in some of the kids I teach, and I try to make the rest care too, but it wears me down...
What I do is try to show these kids that this country isn't really what everybody thinks it is. It's a lie. You can't grow up to be President unless you're fucking rich and a goddamn liar, and the fucking American dream is dead. It's up to the younger generations to stand up and reclaim it before it is too late, but the bad guys already have their claws in them. Kids in our culture are brought up on the most vapid and meaningless television and music and we just stand back and accept it while they are brainwashed into little consumer slaves who only exist to put money into the pockets of wealthy business owners and buy tons of shit they don't really need in a quest to find some sort of false happiness in this life.
Its sad but true that the number of people who know that there is something seriously wrong with the way we live in this country is very little...

'Scuse me. I got a little worked up there... I'm going outside to get some cool air and settle down before my head explodes...

"happy-seeming people"... interesting that you don't go so far as to say that they were , in reality, actually happy...

even when describing a pleasant moment, you still throw some cynicism in there.

gawd, that's a turn on.

..... today is a very sad day

That sucks about your application... boo.

I think a little stud would look good on you, giver!

And yes, I waste far too much time on here as well, I think i have a lurker tendancy, i'm trying to kick it.....

Four words I never thought I'd hear in sequence:

"really pretty baby rat".

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This is exactly why I check in with you. To expand my mind.

i like the darker hair...but your hot none the less

I like your river set, very classy and alluring. You, my dear, are very photogenic. Well done.