Ugg. I am way too stressed. Too much negativity in my life. I love my job, I really do, but I don't like the power hungry cocksuckers. Like, I don't like the fact that the guy my stepdad left in charge randomly made some shit more expensive today and changed the employee discount from 30% to 15%. How the fuck am I supposed to control what my counter girls sell if there are no set prices, wtf.
Too. much. negativity.
I was all happy with the thought that I coud throw money and energy into my little sister again tonight, but she bailed. Goddamnit.
Most people would kill to have my job. I make a rediculous amount of money, plus patients give me tips, and even flowers and today, a shirt. But everything is so goddamned out of order, and it just breeds confusion, resentment, and negativity. None of the people in charge (this includes myself) know wtf their place is or what they are supposed to do.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel though. In addition to my being loaded, I will be travlling more soon. And this coming weekend is batsday. And I have a nifty new phone. But money doesn't buy happiness. I might quit this job and work at MAC or something. But, then my family would be very mad. I dunno, it'll come to me. Maybe when my fmily comes back to work this week, I will feel more at home.
Too. much. negativity.
I was all happy with the thought that I coud throw money and energy into my little sister again tonight, but she bailed. Goddamnit.
Most people would kill to have my job. I make a rediculous amount of money, plus patients give me tips, and even flowers and today, a shirt. But everything is so goddamned out of order, and it just breeds confusion, resentment, and negativity. None of the people in charge (this includes myself) know wtf their place is or what they are supposed to do.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel though. In addition to my being loaded, I will be travlling more soon. And this coming weekend is batsday. And I have a nifty new phone. But money doesn't buy happiness. I might quit this job and work at MAC or something. But, then my family would be very mad. I dunno, it'll come to me. Maybe when my fmily comes back to work this week, I will feel more at home.